Married to the god of war

Chapter 34

Dominic

Why would he come back now? Fuck i can't think right now! Why the fuck did I choke her like that? And throw her out? Where the fuck is she supposed to go? Why do i always do shit like this? I know she isn't working with him, i just needed a reason to not like her, and a reason for her to hate me.

I knew she was starting to feel something for me but i couldn't let her do that cause, in the end, she would just get hurt. And me? Yeah, i was starting to like her too but i know how to shut off my feelings, i can handle hurt. Fuck i am so stupid! I am hurting so she doesn't get hurt in the future! Wow, such a fucking genius! I drink my fourth glass of liquor.

I hear the door open, i dont turn around. I already know who it is. "Get out Alex, i dont fucking need to hear your shit right now, "I say while pouring a glass more. "why are you doing this to yourself D? Why are you doing this to Adelaide!" I turn around in my chair and look her dead in the eyes. "get out now".

She stands her ground and crosses her arms. "i am not going anywhere until you tell me what's going on in that thick head of yours" "GET OUT!" I throw the glass at the wall right beside her, she gasps. I can see blood dripping from her cheekbone. Fuck!

I wait for her to get out but she doesn't. "are you scared of loving her? Is that it? You don't want to love her so instead you fucking treat her like shit?! Even though you know she has been treated like shit her whole life you go and make it worse because you don't want her to love you and you don't want to love her? Dominic open your fucking eyes! Look what you are doing!" I feel my head throbbing!

Fuck I am about to go crazy if she doesn't fucking shut her mouth! "It is because of Sarah, isn't it?" I stiffen. And so does she. I can see regret in her eyes. Terror overclouds her eyes. "Out. Now" she immediately walks out. "FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!!" I repeatedly beat the wall. My knuckles bleed and i sit down again. Drinking straight from the bottle.

I haven't heard that name in years. Sarah... When my mother killed herself, I didn't only lose her. Nathan lost his mind, he and I had always been best friends. We did everything together, but after my mother. he became a whole other person. He got evil. He wanted to punish me for killing our mother so he chose to rape my girlfriend Sarah. She killed herself. he promised that if I ever loved anybody he would take them from me, and so I didn't love anyone ever again. And in the same week, my girlfriend and mother killed themselves and I lost my brother.

That's why when I woke up this morning I heard Alexandra scream because Nathan was trying to force himself on her. He knew I cared about her and max. If he knew I cared about Adelaide he'd probably have raped or killed her Yesterday. Or maybe he didn't know she was the one i had married. Fuck! If Frederic sees Nathan and tells him what he saw at dinner he will know! He is here because Frederic have told him!!! Fuck fuck fuck! I get up the chair and go look for Adelaide. If I don't make it...

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