22. Scream

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Alpha Ryan Damison

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Alpha Ryan Damison

There was silence on both sides of the phone. I waited for him to speak but he didn't. His silence was deafening, unbearable for me to hear. Is he in shock? Did I hurt him? My heart clenches at the thought of disbanding Ethan from my life.

"Ethan? Say something. I know I am being very selfish but you have to understand why I am doing this." It is hard to form a sentence with my heart bleeding out for what I just did. But Ethan remains silent.

It's been more than ten minutes he didn't say anything where as I am trying to convince him to forgive me. Why is it so hard to breakup although we were never together. I can't live without hearing his sweet voice. Though I rejected him I still want to see him everyday and hear his voice. That's the deal.

"I am very sorry. Please understand me. I am so sorry. Talk to me, please. Say something. Anything please." I beg him to speak but he still didn't. Did I really hurt him this much that he won't even talk to me? Fresh tears are leaking from my eyes. Did I screw up big one this time? I just want to hear him once. Once.

"Sir?" I hear his voice but it isn't coming from phone but from room. I see Ethan standing at the door, door of my wrecked office. All the alcohol in my system drains and my wolf gets back in action in my head. We both get alert in a second in the presence of our mate. He is here. Here for me.

I was just missing his voice and moon goddess send him whole in front of me. If this isn't a miracle then what is? 

I stand up and walk towards him, I smell chocolate and almond with his usual vanilla smell which is alluring for my nostrils. He just showered. That's his body wash's smell. Yuummm! So addictive.

He looks at my hair then at my shirt probably wondering how pathetic I am. I feel so degraded by my own actions. And on top of that Dakota returns in my head.

Our mate is disappointed with us. Look at him, he looks so scared of us.

 "Sir I came to drop you at your place." Ethan says in a low submissive voice which gave my dick a jerk inside my pants. His submissiveness is turning my animal the fuck on. I look down at my pants and see the bulge but luckily I also see my Versace suit lying beneath the wood scraps. I pick it up and dust it. I give my ID to Ethan so he will know where to take me. 

I see a taxi waiting down for us already. I wonder if Ethan don't know driving or he has no car. We get inside the taxi which smells of some cheap car freshener. I have never traveled in a taxi before, there is so less room for my legs to spread and the seats are not comfortable at all. How does one travel in this iron coffin? Even the windows are not completely clean.

I see Ethan smiling at me which made my heart skip some of its beat. I hate this feeling, it feels like he controls me. Dakota is already wiped by him. He'll probably bend on his knees in front of Ethan someday.

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