30. Feelings

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Emara Stone

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Emara Stone

*Earphones in*

I'm smoking while I'm runnin' on my treadmill
But I'm cutting up roses
Could it be that I fell for another loser

*Volume up*

Get that cigarette smoke out of my face
You've been wasting my time
While you're taking what's mine, with the things that you're doing

*Ignores the world*

Baby don't do it...
'Cause you got me in my feelings
Talking in my sleep again
Drown out all our screaming

*Sings along*

Who's tougher than this bitch
Who's free-er than me
You wanna make the switch
Be my guest baby

*Sounds like a crying dog*

I'm feeling... all my fucking feelings

I open my apartment's door while I wave my hands along with my shoulders with the beat. I start to remove the shirt's buttons seductively as I sing "All my fucking feelings." Though I know I probably look like Phoebe trying to lure Chandler Bing.

I throw the shirt on couch finally detaching it from my skin as it feels burning hot since hotty touched it. I can still feel drunk butterflies colliding in my stomach, I didn't really stop smiling since I left the office. I can't believe I made out with my boss in his cabin.

I look at my phone in case he called and I missed it or he left any messages but I see zero notifications. Maybe he is still in the meeting.

I take a long shower as I perform my private concert in my bathroom infront of the shampoo and shower gel bottles and then clap for myself. Thank you.. Thank you.

I walk out from the bathroom again check for any missed calls or message but there were none. Maybe he is still in the meeting.

I make schezwan noodles along with a salad for the dinner. My heart sinks a little deeper in my chest as I see no notifications again. Now I am starting to freak out as it is already 9'o clock and still I got no word from him. Does he regret? Or I was a fling?

What if he is waiting for my call like I am waiting for his. I decide to call him as I get impatient. I wait for the bell to ring but nothing rang.

'The number you have dialed is currently switched off or unavailable pleas-'

I throw my phone on the bed and squeeze my pillow as I cry silently knowing I am nothing to him. Maybe I was just a short period of wild enjoyment for him.

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