His Dark Embrace

45- Maleficent Myra

Quick update as I complete 3 months of this book :) thank you people

Myra PoV

"Myra wake up" I hear Rudra cooing me

"Did we reached home? I am sleepy I will directly end up on the bed" I whisper absolutely unaware of my surroundings

He laughs at my response "You are already on the bed, you sleepyhead" and pats my cheek softly

I looked around "Oh we are home" I exclaimed

"Thank you for lifting my sleepy ass, still sleepy Good night Rudra" I reply and snuggle myself in covers

"No hold on, don't sleep for a while, give me a moment I will right back" he left saying that

I was so sleepy, I was unable to keep my eyes open, I blurrily see Rudra on his knees, I immediately sat straight giving all the attention to him and moment

He softly takes my hand and places our engagement ring on my finger, and then hooks the sacred thread around my neck, I was so overwhelmed, my eyes were filled with tears of happiness, suddenly I lost my voices, unable to form a word, he intently stares for a while with so many emotions guilt, shame, sadness, love and admiration and what not "I should never have taken these from you, I never meant what I said Myra, you are my wife and you will be mine only, I should have never called you by names, I am ashamed Myra, I am absolutely sorry to snatch your precious belongings, I never knew this relation and I mean so much to you, I am sorry you have to go through so much from begging to marking your body to earn this, I should have read you, your mind, your soul, your heart and your eyes, thank you for loving me despite of everything, please promise you never leave no matter how unstable or uneven this relationship gets at times, we will always find a way to hold on to each other" he cried for the first time he cried, his tears of hope, love and remorse ,his each words weighed down me immeasurably

I sat on the floor with him "Shhhhh, please don't cry, I love you, that's all I know" we that I hugged him and cried with him, consoled him, showered soft kisses all over his face, wiped his teary face, all I knew I am not accomplished to see him this vulnerable it just breaks my heart in pieces, I relish at the same time loathed myself that I hold the influence on him to make him so vulnerable.

We slept holding each other in our embrace, repudiating to let go of each other for a moment also, we establish and found everything to live upon in each other's embrace.

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"Good Morning Myra" Rudra whispers and kisses my forehead.

I simply hummed in response with my eyes still close "Common get up, you don't wish to go to office today?" he asks

I shake my head "No I don't want to, I don't feel well Rudra" squinting my eyes I replied

He gets alert and immediately shakes me so that I fully awake "What happened, your body temperature is normal"

"ahh, that time of the month" I shyly replied

He chuckles at my awkwardness "Seriously Myra, you are still so timid about telling me about your periods? It's normal and natural"

He continues "Are you in pain?"

"Yes" I merely whispered, as I run my hands on my belly to soothe uneasiness and pain

He comes with a hot water bag, lifts my top, and places it on my lower abdomen "The water temperature is ok?" he inquires

"Yes it is fine, give the water bag to me, I'll do that, you get ready for office," I said as I have grown up very timid about sharing this even with my mother, I know it sounds strange, I was never really comfortable sharing any details about it to anyone, during bad and painful days I would simply take medicines and sleep the entire time, even with Rudra it just the same, I would always avoid any interaction about it, but he seems stubborn to help me to pass through this today

"Myraaa" he calls and makes me sit on the bed

"You will just end up having medicines and rolling on the bed in pain, look at me, we are together in sickness and health, let me help you if you feel further uncomfortable, you tell I will leave, but let me take care of you when you need the most" he requested so lovingly and caringly, I just couldn't refuse him.

I simply nod my head in affirmation, he continues massaging me with the hot water bag first on stomach and then on my back, and to be honest it felt so relaxing and my strain muscles were at ease now, he over and over again changed the water to keep it at the right warm temperate always and after minutes the cramps subsided "Rudra I feel much better" I said

"Sure" he reaffirms

"Ok go have a nice warm bath, you will feel much better than now, till the time ill arrange breakfast here," he says making my heart flutter, I don't understand how he managed to make this also so comfortable and easy for me, his loving and caring side truly mesmerize to epitome level making me fall for him deeper and harder, in the shower my mind couldn't stop flashing what happened a few minutes ago, I still don't understand why I always made such a big deal of this monthly thing every single time

Sorry if this part Made anyone uncomfortable, I just felt it right to make it the part of this book

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"Myra could please fetch this company file from the study please" Rudra request as he is busy working on a Sunday

"Rudra don't bring office home that too on holiday" I complained

"Please Myra only 1 hour" he pleads and makes adorable faces

"Fine I will get the files" I replied

Oh goodness, everything is so organized and systematic here, I wondered, I got the place at the exact shelf where he told, my eyes suddenly went to a bunch of medical files which were to the extreme right corner of the shelf, out of curiosity I took that file and what was inside the file shook me, it is Rudra medical file, it was roughly around 10 years ago, "The patience suffers from anxiety, has severe anger issues and his state of mind is in depression, please recommend" the description of a patient was written by a general physician to the physiatric, I was taken back why would Rudra never share this important details of his life to me, wanting all the answers I stormed back in the room 

"Rudra, what are these files, you were suffering from depression? Why would you not share this with me" I questioned as this was something he should have told me, this is not something he should have concealed.

He stood up with a jerk and snatched the file from my hand "THE PRIME REASON BEHIND OF ALL THIS IS ASKING WHY I DIDN'T SHARE THIS TERRIBLE PHASE OF MY LIFE" he yells on my face

"wh..at, I don't understand"

He grips my shoulder harshly "Doesn't ring a bell, Miss Maleficent_MYRA"

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