I LOVE YOU! MR.SURFER (Completed)

Chapter 12

Mew POV

It's already morning, Here I am laying in bed with the person who turned my life upside down literally. I didn't expect his arrival into my life at all, I thought I was contented with my life already. My mother always thought and made me ready for all the unexpected things that will come into my life. He always told me to just follow what my heart is telling me to do and everything is gonna be okay.

And that is what I exactly did the moment I saw Gulf in that restaurant. Since our kissing moment that happens that day, I have been so confused and contemplating on what should I do next. I don't want to ruin everything. I don't want to do anything that will hurt us both. I'm so afraid to commit. I'm so afraid to tell him what I feel.

I already decided ever since before that I will never try to make myself fall for someone that is why I already decided on my future but everything changes when I met him!! When I saw how hurt Gulf is, there is no telling how much it hurts me more. To see him cry because of me is like stabbing me right here in my chest multiple times.

I thought witnessing my mom's death is the most painful thing to me but no! I was wrong because seeing the tears fall in his beautiful eyes made me feel that pain all over again. I hate it!! I hate seeing him in that situation.

That made me feel suddenly have the confidence to tell him what I really feel. I thought first that he will reject me!! I thought that he will laugh at me for all the things that I said to him. How can he not be? I'm a guy!! I'm a stranger who is confessing his sudden and uncertain feelings for him. If it's me, I would be angry and think that I'm just messing with him

But unexpectedly, that doesn't what happen. He likes me too!! No!! He loves me too!! I feel like I'm the happiest man alive when he told me that he likes me too. He feels what I feel too. I feel like I have the whole world in my disposition right freaking now. I feel like I have everything!!

I was busy watching him sleep while caressing his gorgeous angelic face when I felt him suddenly moves. I smilingly looked at him while he was busy wiping his eyes. He looked like he was still sleepy.

"Good Morning! Gulf? How are you? How do you feel? Are you feeling okay?" I worriedly asked hi. I was shocked when I learned that this was his first and I get to have that privilege of having him first. I am his first!! I know how much this was important to him.

"Good morning!! Ouch!! ahhhh!!" I was shocked when the gulf suddenly wince of pain when he started to move his body and tried to sit up on his own. So quickly sit up and helped him.

"Are you okay? How do you feel? Are you in pain or something. Do you want me to get you pain meds?" I asked him but he stopped me

"My but hurt, gosh! Does it always feel this way for the first time? Ouch!! I feel like my bottom has been torn so much!!" He said to me. I can't help but let out a simple laugh while looking at him. He looks so cute even though he was in pain already.

"Yes! Gulf!! It will feel that way the first time. I've been so gentle with you yesterday but it seems that it will still hurt like that I'm so sorry Gulf." I said to him, He just smiled at me and held my hand.

"It's okay Me. I'm okay!! I want it to remember. You don't have to blame yourself or something. I'm happy that we did it. At first, I thought I will be afraid of doing it, my whole life I've been trying not to think about this thing happening to me because I was afraid I'm gonna regret it." He said to me

"So what it is now Gulf? Do you regret it?" I asked him. I really want him to say no and say that he did not regret it. I will surely be devastated if he did.

"Of Course Mew! No! I will never regret that I gave myself to you!! I don't know why but when it comes to you! I feel like I can trust everything in your care. All of me!! I feel like you will take care of me and you will not let me down. I trust you, Mew. I don't know why I don't know how but I do!! I do trust you!! I knew that you wouldn't lie to me. I really like you Mew. I really do."

I can't help but feel guilty because of what he said. I've never been fully honest with him. I didn't tell him that this whole Island belongs to my family. As a matter of fact, this island is named after me. ZIEK meaning Eziekiel which is my second name. I was afraid of what might his reaction if he came to know about my secrets. I really don't want to hide it from him it's just that I get used to not telling people who I really am.

But Gulf is different, He is different. He is the one whom I want to learn to fully fall in love with. I know our situation is still ripe. I know we don't know about each other that long but I plan to know him more. I want to know all of him and him to know all of me. I want him to be the one. As a matter of fact.

HE IS THE ONE!!

I was busy thinking about how should I tell him about everything that I haven't told him yet when he speaks to me

"Mew? Are you okay? Are you thinking about something? You got quiet all of a sudden which made me feel anxious a little bit. Is everything okay?" He asked me

"Ahh no! Everything is okay Gulf. I was just thinking of what should we do so that we can know more about each other Gulf! I want to know everything about you and you to me. I want us to work. You are the only person who can make me feel alive except for my mom and dad. You are the only person who I want to let in my whole life without worrying about anything and for us to do that. We have to know each other more. Do you agree with me?" I asked him. He just looked at me at first like he was thinking so hard if he will say yes but after a while, he smiled at me so widely like he was happy with what I just said to me

"I love to do that Mew!! I want to know you more. I have so many things to tell you about myself and why do I live like this. I want you to see me for who I really am. I want us to work Mew. You are also the only person I let in except my dad, mom, and Mild. Only You!! I really like you so much Mew!! No!! I think I'm starting to really love you!! I'm happy to know you more!!" He smilingly said to me

I quickly pulled him into a tight hug because of what he said. I was so relieved that he agrees with me. I let go of him and pulled him to sit on my lap. I was just holding him by his waist using my other arm while holding his face using the other. We are looking at each other intently

"Let's date tonight Gulf!! I know we started in a fast way and I want to correct that. I want to do all of those romantic things with you Gulf. You deserve to be treated in the right way baby!! I want to court you properly" I romantically said to him. I really do want to do the right thing with him. he deserves it. He deserves everything nice and lovely

He looked so happy with what I said that he suddenly hugged me. He hugged me so tightly. I can only smile so widely while feeling him. His embrace was so familiar. I feel like I was hugging my mom. It's so comfortable and at peace

"Thank you so much Mew!! Thank you!!" He happily said to him than We continue to hug each other

To be continued.

A/N

Be ready for the next chapter Mi-Loves.

Please be ready!!

Waanjai MJORA