I LOVE YOU! MR.SURFER (Completed)

Chapter 37

Mew POV

I was beyond happy upon seeing Gulf finally waking up. My heart is beating so fast because of nervousness that something has severely gone wrong with him. I'm still so lucky that he is now okay

"Baby!! You're awake!! Thank god!!" I can't help but exclaim upon seeing him slowly open his eyes and move his body.

"Boo?? What happen!! Why am I here??" He said confusedly, it seems that he doesn't remember yet what happens which makes me more anxious but at the same time relieved because he is not showing any angry feelings on me. Please let him understand my reason. Please make him stay!

But my relief does not last long when his confused face suddenly changes and became displeased!! He looked at me angrily and suddenly push me which made me caught off guard. I saw my father tried to go to me but I extend my hand to show him that I'm okay

"I HATE YOU!!! YOU LIAR!! I HATE YOU!!! YOU LIED TO!! YOU BETRAYED ME!!! YOU LIED TO ME!!! I HATE YOU!!!" Gulf angrily said to me, I quickly moved and went near him but he quickly stands up from our bed.

He was wiggling when he stands because maybe he is still not okay.

"Baby!!" I tried holding him but he just pushed me away again

"I HATE YOU!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVE ME!! YOU BETRAYED ME!! YOU LIED!! YOU LIED!!!" Gulf started to cry while saying this. Looking at him to become like this made me feels so guilty and angry to myself. I shouldn't have hidden things with him. I should have been honest from the very start!! I'm such a coward!! COWARD!!

"I HATE YOU!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVE ME!! YOU BETRAYED ME!! YOU LIED!! YOU LIED!!!" Gulf just keeps on yelling at me at the same time crying so much. I went near him and tried my best to hold him, I don't care if he keeps on pushing me away!! I will not let him go!! Never!!

"I'm sorry baby!! I'm sorry!! I didn't mean to hide this thing from you!! Please listen to me!! I need to explain!! Please baby!!" I'm begging him to listen to me but he just keeps on pushing me so I just keep my hold on him tighter

"I will let you talk things out, Just call me if you need something" My dad told us then proceed on going out of our room

I let go of our hug and tried to look at him. He is just crying so much!! I hate myself for making him like this!! I swear to protect and never let him cry again but now?? I did it again!! I did it again!!

"I HATE YOU!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVE ME!! I HATE YOU!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVE ME!! I HATE YOU!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVE ME!! I HATE YOU!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVE ME!! I HATE YOU!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVE ME!! " He repeatedly said to me while I'm trying my best to calm him down by holding him tight and repeatedly said how much sorry I am right now to him. How much I didn't mean to hurt him!!

"I love you baby!! I love you so much!! I can explain please listen to me!! You have to listen to me, baby!!"

He suddenly stops crying and stands in front of me. He looked at me angrily!! I can feel how much he hated me right now. I can see it in his eyes!! He never looked at me this way before.

"YOU LOVE ME?? ARE YOU SERIOUSLY SAYING THAT TO ME!! NO ONE BETRAY AND HID SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO SOMEONE THEY LOVE!! YOU HIDE TO ME THAT YOU ARE ALREADY HAVE YOUR FIANCE WHEN HERE I AM THE MOST IDIOTIC PERSON IN THIS SETUP THOUGHT THAT YOU AND ME ARE GONNA BE MARRIED SOMEDAY!! SO WHO AM I REALLY IN THIS?? THE ONE WHO WILL JUST GIVE BIRTH TO YOUR CHILDREN, ACT LIKE WE ARE A FAMILY, ACT LIKE YOU LOVE ME BUT IN THE END YOU WILL JUST ABANDON ME AND BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE!! IS THAT IT?? IS THAT IT?? AM I GETTING NEAR YOUR PLAN??" He angrily said to me