I LOVE YOU! MR.SURFER (Completed)

Chapter 57

Gulf POV

I woke from my slumber, I don't know why feeling so heavy, maybe because of so many tears, I did yesterday. I admit I want to believe him!! I do but I've been so afraid to let myself believe him again. I don't know what to do.

Am I harsh for pushing him away!! Am I harsh for shouting at him? What if he is speaking the truth!! What if Megan lied!! Am I harsh for not believing him right away!! but can't he blame me?? I don't know what should I do or feel right noa!! All I know is that I need to know the truth!! I want to make sure everything that he is saying to me!! I don't want to make mistake again got letting myself believe that he will never hurt me. I can't let myself be hurt again!! I can't take another hurt.

Even if I still feel so weak, I tried my best to go out and look for Mild!! I need to know the truth!! I need to hear it from him. I saw mild standing by the door looking so sad. I quickly walk near him

"MILD!!" I yelled at him as I walking near him.

"You're awake thank god!! I'm about to feel afraid for you again!! You've been sleeping for more than half a day already!! Are you feeling okay??" Mild worried said to me but I didn't answer his question instead I held his hand and asked him a question instead.

"Mild, Please tell me the truth!! You said you are always on my side right?? You are always honest with me?? Is Megan lying about her baby?? Is Mew really not the father of her child? Please tell me Mild!! I don't know whom I should believe anymore. I'm really confused!! Please tell me!!" I asked him. He looked so shocked about my question then he looked at me seriously before speaking

"Didn't Mew told you everything already he said." I didn't let him finish

"Yes! He told me some things but I can't believe him!! I don't want to believe him just like that!! I'm too afraid!!!" I said to him. I saw him breathe deeply before looking at me again then speak.

"Yes, Gulf!! He is not the father of her child, it was your father-in-law's assistant, Pavel which is also her bestfriend. She lied to you so that you will be angry at Mew and you will leave him!! He is a crazy b*tch Gulf! You should have seen when your father-in-law and Mew confronted her and she confesses to it. She lied to both of you!! Mew is just a victim too here, Gulf!! I hope you forgive him!!" Mild sadly said to me

I can't help but feel so weak after hearing what Mild had said. Megan is lying?? Mew is just the victim just like me!! What should I do!! I push him away!! I can't help but slightly drop, thankfully, Mild held me tightly

"OMG!! Max!! Are you okay!!" Mild worriedly asked me!! I made a big big mistake!! What should I do!! What should I do!!

I feel so weak and hurt but I still tried my best to stand straight. I held both of Mild hands.

"Mild, Where is Mew!! Where is my boyfriend!! Please help me call him!!" I anxiously asked Mild. I hope Mew is still here. I hope he hasn't given up on me yet!! This is my fault!! I shouldn't have run away!! I should have listened to him!! I shouldn't have pushed him away!! I'm starting to cry again and this time.

I'm crying because I'm afraid that Mew will fulfill my wish and that is for him to let me go!! I feel so weak and devastated but I'm still hopeful!! Wishing that Mew will fulfill his promise that he will always fight for me!! For us.

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