My Husband With Scolar Syndrome [ Jenlisa ]

59. Lose Control

It was already past eight o'clock in the evening when they left the Kim family's house. The Kim parents sent the young couple away, standing at the door, sighing with a gratified feeling.

"Who says that people with autism can't speak? Just look at our Lisa, she can speak very well, asking us not to be sick again, it even sounds more sincere than 'wishing you good health'." When Ji Hyun listened to Lisa at that time, she just felt warm all over.

"Isn't it?" Min Ho was also relieved when he recalled Lisa's solemn appearance just now. Although their son-in-law was a bit inarticulate, but she sincerely held them in her honest heart.

On the way back, Jennie's mood was still not good, she was both self blaming and sad at the same time. Originally, she was ready to pass away four years later, but because of her mother's sudden old illness recurring, Jennie finally saw a glimmer of hope. She believed that if she can seize the signs of this hereditary disease earlier, she may be able to make a break through to some extent. In fact, death wasn't the most terrible thing, it was when you thought that you had been unexpectedly rescued from a desperate situation, but it was all futile in the end.

Also... when she accompanied her mother in the hospital for an examination in the afternoon, she hoped that they could find some symptoms of this disease from her mother, how could she even had this kind of idea? Jennie can hardly forgive herself.

"Don't worry anymore, I already asked father and mother, they promised to not get sick again."

In Lisa's eyes, Jennie was always lingering with a bright and sunny aura, but every time she came back from the Kim family, that aura would be covered by another kind of haze. However, today, it was especially heavy.

"Promise?" Jennie didn't hear it clearly, "What did my parents promised to you?"

"They promised me...that they won't get sick in the future." Lisa explained, "They won't get sick, so you don't need to be worried."

Jennie was stunned, the accelerator underneath her foot was lifted and the car's speed suddenly slowed down, the shocked white car behind them pressed the horn angrily and made a penetrating voice.

"This matter about illness, a promise won't have any use against it." After the car resumed its stable speed, Jennie answered Lisa with a bitter smile.

"Useful." Lisa started to give an example, "Before, when grandma was sick, she was always hospitalized. Later, she promised me not to get sick again, then she never went to the hospital again. It wasn't until grandma's time had arrived that she returned to the hospital."

Grandma Manoban promised to Lisa to not get sick again, then she never went to the hospital anymore?

How could Jennie believe this kind of thing? She just guessed that Grandma Manoban must had called the doctor home when Lisa wasn't there.

"Okay, I know, thank you." Jennie understood Lisa's kindness, but she couldn't believe it as much as she did.

"You don't believe." Jennie's breath didn't change at all, Lisa knew that her comfort didn't work out and Jennie didn't believe her.

Lisa was frustrated, she felt extremely loss. she knew that she was different from others, and she also knew that there's a gap between her and the real society. Professor Wang and her grandmother had told her not to worry about it, to just accept her true self and let herself integrate little by little, and not to be anxious and irritable. But sometimes, she still can't control her anxiety, she didn't want to only be someone who accepts help and comfort from others, she also wanted to become someone that can give those to other people.