After The System Punished Me to Give Birth

Chapter 45

Draft
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Su Jingyang was startled when he heard his words, "I..." He never lied to Ling Li about this matter, should he lie to make him feel at ease for a while? But once he really did leave in the future, it would just make Ling Li even sadder.

Su Jingyang sighed and confessed to Ling Li the reason he married Rong Ci.

Ling Li kept staring at him and listened without blinking, his throat felt sore, like fire was trapped inside.

After Su Jingyang finished speaking, he saw Ling Li staring at him blankly, he raised his hand to touch his face and said warmly: "Partings are sad but for a moment, I haven't completed my tasks yet and won't leave." 

Ling Li pressed his lips together and finally smiled through tears, but his pretendingly relaxed voice sounded very feeble: "Alright, I know now, you will marry here, I'll be here, I won't go anywhere, anyway, in short; if you have to go, I will never stop you, I just want to be able to stay with you until the end. I'll be satisfied with this, really."

"Ah-Li." Su Jingyang rubbed the moist corners of his eyes with his fingers, with a little sadness and  self-blame, "I... am I too ruthless?"

Ling Li shook his head vigorously, "Why do you think so? It's just that I'm too reluctant to let you go. It's normal for you to want to go home, and your family must be very worried about you."

Family? He has no family, Su Jingyang thought to himself, he'll actually be alone when he returns to his original world, but he just wanted to go back, leave this place that he didn't belong to, and escape the control of the system.

He felt that he was absolutely right, but every time he was confronted by Ling Li, he always feel that he had become a cold villain.

Seeing that Su Jingyang was no longer answering and began to get into a daze, Ling Li retracted the hand that grabbed him little by little. He clasped his hands tight and lowered his eyes to cover the heavy thoughts inside.

Su Jingyang suggested that he wanted to sleep with Ling Li and Ah-Xuan that night. Ling Li held Ah-Xuan in his arms, and glanced at Rong Ci who was sitting next to him, "Jingyang, I still think..."

Rong Ci interrupted him: "You sleep together, after you came here, his spirit has rarely become better. "

Su Jingyang glanced at Rong Ci secretly with his eyes, Rong Ci couldn't help but smile, rubbing  his head, and saying, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

Su Jingyang hissed, and said to him with an extremely serious expression: "I think it's essential for you to tease me occasionally, otherwise, you won't feel right."

Rong Ci was speechless for a moment, and finally just stared at him: "You're really..."

Su Jingyang sighed, of course he was joking, he put down the teacup in his hand, pulled Ling Li to his feet, and said to him: "Alright, you didn't sleep well yesterday, so hurry up and rest early today."

Rong Ci was about to go out when he saw his actions, he grabbed his hand and got up by himself, "Wait."

Su Jingyang stopped walking in confusion, Rong Ci kissed him on the cheek and said, "Don't walk around, lest you feel uncomfortable. Stay here. I'll go somewhere else."

Ling Li watched Rong Ci leave with a sad expression, but Su Jingyang didn't think anything about it. After taking a shower happily, he lay down on the bed with Ling Li and Ah-Xuan.