I Hate Me!

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(POV: Kurt and Sebastian are at it in a combined practice and Sebastian finally breaks....)

Kurt: Why do you hate me Sebastian!

*Sebastian let's a tear fall which he quickly wiped away.*

Bas: That's the thing Hummel. I don't hate you. I hate me! Not you! I always resented you because you had this perfect life! While all I got was being thrown out with the scraps that went to waste. Just. Like. I. Did.

*Everyone is quiet.*

Bas: I hate me Hummel. I hate my body. I hate my attitude. I hate my voice. I hate my personality. I hate what I've done. 

Bas: 2 years ago when I was taken under the wing of a agent from the FBI we went on a mission. It was my responsibility to defuse the bomb while my partner made sure nobody was in the building just in case. He said it was clear but I had this gut feeling. I was shaky and kept asking him if he was sure. He snapped at me and I tried to defuse the bomb. I... I uh didn't get it in time. I cut the wrong wire and I was right next to the bomb when it went off. The building's structure was awful so even though it wasn't that big of an explosion it killed everyone in there when it collapsed including my partner and 3 young children all under the age of 11. And because I didn't trust my gut Hummel, 4 people that day died because of me. 3 months ago me and my best friend got into a fight and next thing that morning I was getting a call they committed....

Kurt: Oh....

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