es·cap·ism
/əˈskāpˌizəm/
noun
the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, especially by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy.
- Summary -4 years and 6 months could be considered a long time, was it long enough to move on? How could you forget about your first true love in a matter of that time, especially when they suffered without you. Childhood lovers quickly turns into a painful memory when one now doesn't reciprocate the feeling. Reality suffocating the poor girl who wanted nothing but to feel loved by the idiot boy.
- Warnings -
Smut, Angst with comfort. Drug abuse, self harm, internalized homophobia, depression, crybaby! Reader, and mention of death.
- Characters -
L/N , Y/N
"I'm a fucking witch now of course i'm turning myself into a frog!"
- 16 -
Lovesick teen who has trouble focusing on reality, she just needs a hug.
"Reality such a strange thing to me.
The voices in my head, my friends from my dreams. Quietly, they whisper to me
The devil's on my shoulder, but I like
the way he sings.
Sing me back to sleep
He promised that he'd be back for me.
Love me endlessly
And when I wake
Have my soul to keep."- Solya
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FanfictionEthan Benny Rory Sarah Erica Cover not mine! Also this book is super duper old it's just gonna say 2023 but I'm editing it to fix things☠️