Dear future-self,
I'm just updating you of my life. So October 14, 2021 there was a 4.2 magnitude earthquake here in Camsur. Then grabe ag mga aftershocks like in the middle of the night mka mata nlng ka kay ga linog na pod. Jusmio.
Then recently kay si Kuya Ken na emergency. Nakulbaan kaayo ko kay abi namo ug na stroke. Like ga lisod daw ug gingawa unya taas kaayo ug BP, then ag iya tiil di na daw ma lihok. Grabe jud ako ka kulba ato. Samok pa jd kaayo nis mama mka send ug message kay kulang2 kaayos details ba. Thank God it wasn't a stroke. Although it is also not so nice. Kay n diagnosed si Kuya with Generalised Anxiety Disorder (GAD). I hope he can health from it and iwas sa iya mga trigger events. Thank you Lord sa pag paminaw sa ako prayers. I didn't want to loose any of my siblings.
Hay naunsa naman ning ako mga igsoon oi. I'm scared I might get mentally-ill too. Di pa jd mu angkon sila mama nga factor jd to ila pag away2 in front of us. Defensive kaayo nga ako ti gi mention. But truth hurts jd hahaha. Kay isa jud tos mga factors.
Well I hope maka therapy sad unta si kuya ba. Mas nice mn gud ug mag therapy nlng kaysa mag inom2 ug tambal. Kay wa mn gd nimo gi face or gipangita ang root cause sa disorder, igo ra gi suppress ang symptoms. Pero murag di mn open si kuya ana oi. So way pulos ug mag tambag2 ko.
Anyways, gi kilig ko for Karla. I feel happy nga happy siyas iya ka bega2. Sana mapalipay jd ni Joseph ako manghud. HihiHi. Boto na ko niya, if ever mn gne sila magka dayon.
Ikaw kaha future-self, kanus.a man ka malipay with another man? When will you feel being mutually loved and cared for? Hapit na ka mo 25. Ana ka nigka 25 nka kay mag bega2x nka ug sugod?
I wonder who will be the one for me. Nahurot na ako listahan gurl. Like si kuya Santino seems to be already taken. Saaaaad. hahaha. Si Lola, wa ka-angay nako. Si Dela Cruz, wala ka-angay . And si Joel, taken na sad and for sure wa sad ka-angay. So bali wa na koy listahan. Hahaha. Si Sonny unta, bayot man pod oi. hahaha
Ug wa lang jd siya ma bayot, feeling nako siya ako soulmate. Kay siya ra gyud laki nga naka gets sa ako batasan. My gosh. Mano bayot man siya oyy. 🙄😔😭🤣
Diari ra sa ko kutob. Update nlng tika puhon ug maka uyab ba ko or diretso na tag minyo hahaha. Abno. 🤣
Love,
-Krizia@24
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Inside Her Head S1
Non-FictionThe best way to keep a diary, is by making it public. Because secrets are best hidden on the most unexpected places... Or rather, pages. 😉 "You'll never hear my thoughts. You can only read them." -Krizia PS: Check out S2 if you enjoyed reading. 😊
