Inside Her Head S1

Yannie kun serye (The Official Confession)

08/07/2020

(Me)

Lola... kabalo ko di ka ganahan mu basa. Pero please take time to read this.

Can I be honest with you?

Straight to the point nko kay basin di nimu ma gets. "I like you."

Para nimu to'ng poems nga murag for sure wa nimu basaha. hahahaha. Or wa nimu masabtan? Or nasabtan pero di ka kahibaw unsaon pag react? Hmm... 🤔

When did I start liking you?

At first, unconscious rkos ako na feel. Abi nko I just like you as a friend. Because I was very comfortable with you. Then, kadto nanguyab ka ni Galia. After ka niya gi sugot, adto nko na acknowledge na crush tika. Then of course gi supress nko tanan because I thought you'd be happy with her. And I was happy for you, nga happy ka niya. Then nag break mo. I was sad for you. Pero gi continue ra nkog supress ako na feel.

Then ming graduate na ta, nag review na ta. To be honest, isa kas mga nka inspire nko mag tuon. 😂 Unja na hurt ko gamay kay ako na sad imu gipa bridge ninyu ni Jona. Pero buang man ko, ako sad gi gam.an ug way nga ma pansin ka niya. All the while hiding my feelings. Unja na disappointed ko nimu kay after na bagsak cya, wa nka mi communicate niya. Murag imu ra cya gipaasa ato nga time. Nag lagot ko nimu ato, or maybe more of na turn off kos imu gi buhat. Mao cguro imbis na mu confess ko nimu, wa na nko buhata. Sa laing tawo na nuon ko ning confess and ako gi trick ako self nga wa koy feelings for you. Nga I only love you as a brother. And I repeat that in my head until mu sink in cya and I fooled myself.

Why I like you?

Physical attraction for me is very shallow. Wa ko ma attract nimu for the physical values. It was because I know you well and you are the only straight guy whom I am comfortable with near or far. In a sense nga di ko mahadlok mu duol nimu di sad ko mahadlok i-voice out ako thoughts to you. And I could be vulnerable to you. I like caring for you even if it hurts sometimes. And though you are the complete opposite of my ideal guy, I accept it. And cguro because I have lots of ideas and you seek for advices which probably was the main reason nga na attract ko nimu. Because you were willing to listen to the ideas that no one else would hear.

Why tell you now?

Kay 2020 na hahaha. I could die anytime. And because of the song "Lifetime", kadungog nka ana? I didn't want to spend a lifetime of regrets which is why I am telling you this.

Also kadto nag chat ta pag May, and gihatagan na sad tikag advise. Sakit pa diay cya sa heart hahaha. Abi kog na numb na ko. Pero everything I told you that night was purely from my heart.

Many times I would wonder to myself, what if ikaw nlng si Mr.F.? Arun di nko ma bung hinuwat sa tawo nga wa koy sure mu abot ba or dili. But it is VERY CLEAR to me that you don't feel anything towards me. Lami lang jd mag imagine panagsa hahaha.

Hay naku... if you ask my logical head. Maka ngana cguro cyag... cgeg huwat2 sa laing taw oi. Ug kamo nlng diay duha?

Kung ngana lang unta ka simple... kaso it wouldn't be called "life" if it wasn't complicated. 😂

Na hala diari ra ni kutob kay di raba ka gnahan mu basa. Sorry for bothering you. I just wanted to be honest and face my fears for a change. Kabalo kong imu ra ko i-seen zone, di na sad ka mu react. Bahala na ka hahaha. Basta mao na ni. Di nko ma bothered nganu wa ko mi ingun nimu.

Pagtiwas nag LL diha. 🤣🤣🤣 Joke. Have a nice day bitaw.

No regrets,

-Krizia@23

(His reply)

Krizzzz... Abi kog quotes to imo gipabasa or unsa para akoa man diay to ga -haha pakos chat ganina. Na shock lang man ko pag basa nako ron uy wala ko ga expect kay mag lola2 baya ka nako.

Basin Scam rani ha or prank feelingona nako murag kinsa gwapoha naay nagka gusto 😆
Bitaw2 Krizz one of my closest friends bitaw ka kay nindot ka sugsugon and dali ra ta magkasinabot but anha rajd pod kutob pareho sa imo barkada sila brooke rica chan Jill etc ganahan pod ko nila mag sugsug kay mo sabay jd pod. Hopefully dili ra ma daot ato friendship and dili ma awkward ta kung mag kita pod ta puhon2. Bitaw salbahisa jud bitaw nako ato pagka pasar nag lipay2 ra dayon unli games og laag nya wala nako ni commu ni jona like wala jud pod ko kahibaw unsay e chat og naay nahagbong malain nya siya nako kay napasar ko or unsa.
Basta mao rato Kriz Thank you for being honest and same nata og na feel maka ingon og pwede kami nalang unsaon unrequitted love pod ko ron murag need ra niya attention wala nalang pod ko nag concentrate nalang kos amo negosyo.
Samoka sa pag tiwas nag LL oy Hahaha! Goodnight Kriz 🙂