Entry #106 05/26/2020

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Dear future-self,

I was planning to confess how I feel to my friends. Yet I really can't feel comfortable telling them my thoughts. So here I am writing you a letter instead.

So first off, I feel really bored being a pharmacist. It has been almost three years now since I've passed the board exam. But I still can't feel fulfilled.

I am grateful. Yes. But why did I even choose this profession? I really have no I idea. It was not like it's my dream job.

I used to dream to become a doctor. But I know now that becoming a slave to the community ain't my happiness. Now that I'm older, I realised what I truly want.

I want to write. I want my thoughts to be heard. I want to compose. To have a creative mind. To learn more and more and more random things.

I want to study philosophy, language, psychology, literary arts and everything related to the mind. And despite being in a boring, good paying job, I will try my best to learn new things. To hone myself even more.

Because learning doesn't stop at school. Learning is a practice. And I am a self-taught learner.

Love,

Present self @23

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