Entry #22 04/14/17

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04/14/17 @10:22pm

Dear Reader,

I think I know why I feel sad. I missed my old friends. I miss my barkada! But also...

It's because I've never had a suitor. I feel like I'm so ugly no one can even admire me. Way back in highschool when I was still young and full of imaginations. I imagined myself having a suitor when I become a college student. But ever since I graduated highschool I never had a single admirer. Now that I'm older, I think its pointless to imagine myself having one. In this type of profession where males are really rare species and are mostly are homosexual, I feel really hopeless that someone would ever fall for me.

Come on. Who would want to date a girl like me?

I'm not pretty.
I'm not sexy.
I'm full of insecurities.
I'm impatient.
I'm childish.
I'm a hopeless romantic.

Gosh. I'm so full of self-pity. I hope you don't mind me. There's no one I could talk to other than you. I can't tell my friends about this. Anyway you're such a silent reader. You won't even bother talking to me. I don't even think you've read this far. Yeah. I'm probably just talking to no one.

I hope you enjoyed reading my rants. Do introduce yourself, whoever you are.

From a hopeless romantic,
-Krizia 😧

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