Entry #157 (10-07-22)

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Hi future self,

I dreamt of JH again. It was another weird dream. Murag ni uli ming duha sa Bohol. Naay occasion sa balay, and naay pa videoke. I think naki dinner siya sa amoa. Then, na nanghid daw cya ni mama if pwede ba daw cya manguyab nako. And wa nako kahinumdom unsay gi ingon ni mama, basta ga sturya to sila.

I actually felt happy about it.

But in reality, it was just a dream. I shouldn't be expecting for it to happen. Or at least not right away.

We haven't even talked. I don't think there's something to talk about. I still haven't had the guts to tell him I'm coming to Manila. I don't even know if I should tell him.

I guess I should start being contented with just me, rather than forcing a connection between us. What is meant for me will come without effort. It will be coincidental.

Love,
25 y.o. version of me

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