03/03/17
Dear Reader,
Its so sad to look at their faces. Pareho silang umiyak. I don't like it. Wala naman ako'ng pinapanigan kasi confidential daw yung misunderstanding nila. But as what I've observed pareho naman silang nasaktan eh. What do I do to make the both of them feel better?
Kakainis rin kasi tong si Yannie kun, sobrang ma pride, ayaw niyang friends lang sila. Grrrr. Gusto kasi ni ghurl na friends lang muna kasi gusto niya kilalanin muna nang husto si Yannie kun. Pero itong si Yannie kun naman ayaw na hanggang friends lang sila. And I quote :
"Di ko ganahan friend ra. sakit kaayo.. maypag dili nalang ko mo kuyog2 niya kaysa magsakit ra akong dughan maka kita niya nga dili na siya ako.a..."
Translation sa mga di marunong mag bisaya: (I'm not sure if I translated it correctly. Hehehe)
"Ayaw kong maging kaibigan lang. masyadong masakit... mas mabuti pa ang lumayo kesa saktan ko ang puso ko habang nakikita siya araw-araw kung alam ko naman na di na siya magiging akin."
Oh diba ang OA lang? Oh baka naman di lang talaga ako maka relate kasi never pa akong na-inlove. Teka nga guys... love ba yun? Ito kasing story nila was a rush. Nag umpisa sa tuksuan nung birthday ng kaklase namin na barkada nila (January 13) nag clubbing kasi sila. Tapos a week after ng birthday nung kabarkada nila, (January 20) birthday ng instructor namin at nag clubbing ulit sila, medyo lumala na yung tuksuan nila at saka medyo sweet na raw sila. A week and a half after... (February 2) oplan roses na kami ni Yannie kun. A few days after (February 5) umamin si Yannie kun na siya yung nagbigay ng rosas kay ghurl. I guess it was a day after na naging mag-on na sila. Sobrang sweet nila magcouple pero I already projected na hindi tatagal ang relasyon nila. The next few weeks were sweet. Then... yesterday nalaman ko na break na sila. I guess March 1 sila nag break or Feb 28 I'm not so sure.
Again I tell you guys.. Feelings that are rushed ends fast.
Kahapon while I was studying Toxicology na isipan ko tong gawin para ka Yannie kun:
"You were my saccharin and aspartame.
An artificial sweetener with a bitter aftertaste."
Oh diba?? Pharma na pharma ang hugot!!
Sige guys yun lang po.
Walang sayo,
Krizia 💔
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Inside Her Head S1
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