Toxic pt2 - SJ

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Scarlett:  please can we talk about this
You: not tonight Scarlett you can sleep on the couch well talk in the morning.

Time skip-

Scarletts pov:

Find myself at your door
Just like all those times before
I'm not sure how I got there
All roads, they lead me here
I imagine you are home
In your room, all alone
And you open your eyes into mine
And everything feels better

God I had really screwed this up. Y/n and I were going to have to make a decision today about our relationship. Normally I can win her back in minutes but this time it was different I knew I had pushed her too far. I'd been selfish and forgotten about her job and her life. I felt so awkward waking up on the sofa as Jessica's kids were here and it was Jessica's house but y/n told me to stay so that's what I did.

Don't get me wrong I wasn't the only guilty party but I couldn't help coming to find y/n and fix things. I always end up here. Everytime. I wonder if I wouldn't show up at her door would we even be together.

You: morning Scarlett

At that moment my eyes filled with tears. This girl was my everything and this time I wasn't sure if we could fix it.

And right before your eyes
I'm breaking
No past, no reasons why
Just you and me

You: Jess is taking the kids out so we can talk
Scarlett: ok have you eaten?
You: not
Scarlett: why not?
You: not hungry Scarlett
Scarlett: y/n I know your mad at me but go eat something before we talk please
You: I'll be back

Scarlett's pov still:

Her cold attitude and aura made me think that it would be properly over. I don't know how I was going to live without her.

This is the last time I'm asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time I'm asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye

Your pov:
I wasn't going to lie. I was on the verge on tears but Jess said that when I get emotional I make rash decisions and I needed to properly think about me and Scarlett. I hated it like this but I knew she was right

You find yourself at my door
Just like all those times before
You wear your best apology
But I was there to watch you leave
And all the times I let you in
Just for you to go again
Disappear when you come back
Everything is better

I already miss her. Even if she's sitting on the couch.

I start to make myself breakfast and begin to cry. I try wiping my eyes before Scarlett sees but then I hear " y/n"

And right before your eyes
I'm aching
Run fast, nowhere to hide
Just you and me

You: yep what's up
Scarlett: are you crying?
You: no
Scarlett: don't lie to me....

You: This is the last time I'm asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time I'm asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye

You: I can't be second priority anymore Scarlett it's destroying me. I need to know that you love me. You picking your career over me just hurts so fucking much

You: This is the last time you tell me I've got it wrong
Scarlett: This is the last time I say it's been you all along
You: This is the last time I let you in my door
Scarlett: This is the last time, I won't hurt you anymore
You: don't make promises to me Scarlett.
Scarlett: I mean it y/n. You are my everything and I'm sorry it took me until now to realise it.
You: exactly this is the problem. It was until you realised that you were going to lose me. What happens 6 months down the line WHERE I FUCKING MEAN NOTHING TO YOU AGAIN.
Scarlett: HOW MANY TIMES CAN I APOLOGISE Y/N

This is the last time I'm asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time I'm asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye

You: I DONT KNOW SCARLETT

I immediately start to cry even more. What do I even want as this point. Can I just forgive her like I always do

This is the last time I'm asking you this
(This is the last time I'm asking you this)
Put my name at the top of your list
(Put my name at the top of your list)
This is the last time I'm asking you why
(This is the last time I'm asking you why)
You break my heart in the blink of an eye
(You break my heart)

This would either be a forever thing or my biggest heartbreak. I just didn't know what to do.

She kneels infront of me whilst I sob into my hands on the couch. Her forehead pressed against mine. Our lips inches away from eachother.

This is the last time I'm asking you
Last time I'm asking you
Last time I'm asking you this
This is the last time I'm asking you
Last time I'm asking you
Last time I'm asking you this
This is the last time I'm asking you
Last time I'm asking you
Last time I'm asking you this
This is the last time I'm asking you
Last time I'm asking you
Last time I'm asking you this

You: Scarlett you have promised you have changed so many times. And everytime you hurt me more and more.
Scarlett: I can't lose you y/n

We stay hugging eachother. We both knew this was the end. Our relationship was toxic but we both thrived off eachother.

You: I can't lose you either but I'm losing myself by being with you
Scarlett: y/n please don't do this

She presses her lips against mine. We have a moment of peace. Just us in that moment. If the world was like this our relationship would work but it didn't.

You: I don't know what to do Scar
Scarlett: stay with me please
You: ........

A/n - PART 3 will be happening I'm obsessing over this myself. Are you guys liking this?????

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