Nightmare Terrors

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Michael's Pov~

I suddenly woke up in a cold sweat from another nightmare I had . . . it felt too real, I pinch the bridge of my nose and try to calm down but I can't, I search for my phone that got lost in the sheets until I found it to check the time it read 1:45 am.

Letting out a sigh I lay back down and close my eyes just to see THAT SCENE again from my dream, I snap my eyes back open to get rid of it. "That will never happen Michael . . .just try to think of something else," I tell myself as I turn on my side and glance at a picture that was on my nightstand it was of me and Y/N, the picture was taken by Sarv when we weren't looking, it was of Y/N giving me one of her Eskimo kisses and me standing there blushing like a total idiot.

Y/N has been away for two weeks now, before she left she told me she was gonna go help her brother with a few things, I wasn't ok with it at first until she told me this was one of the only ways she could make amends with him so I told her ok seems he had to do a lot to be back at heaven's door.

But she also said it would just take a week . . .  my attacks have been happening more and I can't keep calling Keith late at night, I told Y/N one day and she tried to help me over the phone and it helped . . . for a bit until tonight it got so bad . . soo fucking bad.

I finally felt my eyes droop and let sleep take over me as I kept my thoughts about positive things, most things about Y/N and me.

A few minutes later~

I woke up screaming from another nightmare, attempting to calm myself down but it didn't work and my heart started having hiccups "f-fuck why" I grasped my shirt where my heart was and tried to wait it out like I always do but it ended up getting worse.

"shhiit. . . w-what time is it" I weakly scrambled around my bed looking for my phone, coughing a bit after I found it, it read 3:45 am too damn early for this to be happening.

I sat on my bed with my teeth clenched waiting for my heart to stop hiccuping after a bit it went back to normal and I let out a sigh of relief and thought about Y/N then it started.

What if she lied?

What if she's never coming back?

Did she leave me?

She said she be gone only a week

Did she find someone else?

More and more thoughts went through my mind and I started to freak out and then they got worse.

What if she got hurt?

What if her own brother . . . killed her to go back


it just kept getting worse, not caring about the time I hit speed dial and pressed 1 it called Y/N immediately it rung for a bit before going to voicemail, "DAMN IT COME ON!" I sobbed calling over again, the third time she finally picked up.

"Michael? 'yawn' what's up love you are usually asleep by this time" I heard her sleepy voice over the line, I let out a sigh but the tears wouldn't stop.

"Hey, b-babe umm how much longer will you be gone?" I asked while trying to wipe the tears away but they just kept coming with those thoughts.

"Oh . . . actually I'm back at Sarv's I returned around 1:37 am didn't want to wake you, since you normally be asleep by this time"

I heard her let out another small yawn "Hey do you still have that spare key I gave you for my apartment?" Felt another attack forming I really need her here.

"Yep, do you want me to come by later?"

". . . . Babe can you come over n-now? I said in between sharp breaths.

"You know how I feel about flying over at nights like this, it's dangerous"

"PLEASE!! I . . .I need you, babe. . . Just please fly as quick as you can... Go above the clouds if you need to just . . .p-please" I broke down sobbing, hardly holding the phone anymore.

"Ok Michael for you. . . It might take me a bit because I'll go higher than normal but I will get to you, just try to calm down if you can ok? I love you and I'll see you soon"

"O-ok love you too and please try to hurry" we hung up soon after, I stumbled out of bed due to my foot got caught in the sheets and padded my way to the couch.

Sitting on the couch with my head in my hands as I waited for her, I couldn't stop the bad thoughts from going through my mind . . . she would never do that to me, she's my angel . . . or I would let that happen to her . . it was just a dream but it felt so fucking real.


Felt like I waited forever until I heard keys at my door, I bolted up and yanked open the door to see her there, eyes widening from the door opening suddenly. I pulled her to me hugging her tightly. I felt her arms wrap around me to hug me back, she used her wings to move us backward so she could shut the door.

"Babe I missed you so much . . . . those nightmares been coming back and I thought you might have left me or your brother . . . might have done something to you i-i" I felt her cup my tear strained cheeks in her hands rubbing small circles on them, she then leaned up and kissed my nose then my lips. " I'm here Michael, just focus on me and try to calm down ok? I won't be going anywhere I promise"

I nodded my head but the tears kept flowing, she gave me a soft smile, that smile I love so much she guided me to my window for some reason, but stopped thinking why when she jumped as a cracking boom from thunder went off.

She knows I love the thunderstorms, knowing full well she's very scared of it 'B-babe I know you're trying to help me, but don't torture yourself, I know how much the thunder scares you" she shook her head at me but winced when another thunder went off.

"i-i am scared but I'm here for you Michael, don't worry about me right now I want to make sure you are ok"

I looked her in the eyes as she said that but smiled when she slightly jumped and a small whimper left her lips when the storm hit again, without a word I reached down and picked her up in my arms, taking her to my bedroom, she clung to me her head in my neck.

I was stable again . . . all I needed was her. . . my angel I don't know what it is but being around her calms me or maybe it's a fact she's literally an angel but the only thing that matters is that she's here with me.


And I'm never letting her go . . . .






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