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112 / Uh Oh

JYP: What is your relationship with Han Jisung?

"What do I say?" She paced back and forth, the whole group was in Chan's room.

"Tell him you're family. Nothing like romantic or sexual." Chan said, "He's probably just making sure."

Seong Haeun: Jisung and I are family.

Seong Haeun: Is this about all the people thinking we're dating or something because we looked at each other during the concert?

JYP: It is. I needed to make sure incase these rumors get out of hand. As of right now there is no need to speak on this, however if accusations start happing that could hurt your relationship with Jungsu then we will need to speak on this.

"Dodged a bullet there." Jisung laughed as he wrapped his arms around her waist.

"Not quite." She spoke, "If this gets out of hand now, we may not be able to ever publicly date."

"What?" Jisung sounded nervous.

"Shes right." Felix spoke up, "If there's rumors about you two now while she's still 'dating' Jungsu and then you two get together later on it'll lead fans to believe this rumor is real and she has been cheating on him."

"Which I technically am." She put her face in her hands, "I wish I could just tell people it's all fake."

"Maybe you can later on. Like after you two break up." Seungmin suggested.

"No because JYP will get backlash and that'll ruin us, Xdinary Heroes, ITZY, NMIXX, TWICE, Got7, Day6, Niziu, all of his groups, I can't do that to them." She let out a long sigh.

"Well then you and Jisung aren't allowed to look at eachother." Changbin said.

"What?! Are you kidding? How am I supposed to keep my eyes off of her?" Jisung yelled, "Look at her!"

"Ji you can look at me." She laughed, "You just can't look at me like you love me."

"But i've always looked at you like I love you. Because i've always loved you." He gave her a small smile as he put an arm around her.

"Ew." Seungmin looked at the two with a disgusted look and then smiled like he was kidding, "Actually I can't even say ew to that, that's really sweet." He smiled.

"They can look at eachother, we don't need to go that far, like JYP said it's not out of hand yet. If it gets out of hand we'll just tell people that they're overthinking it." Minho shrugged, "Easy as that. You two will just have to wait a while to publicly date."

"I guess that's the easiest option." Jisung shrugged, "Well make it less noticeable."

———

"Hey Chan." She walked into his room since the door was open.

"Ahhh!" He yelled, "Oh hey Summer."

"Boy you're the one who left your door open." She laughed.

"Is this Chan's room?" She looked at the camera in front of him and he nodded, "Hi Stay." She sat down next to him and smiled.

"I was talking about the groups English names since were going to Australia soon." He smiled, "Do you know them."

"Chris." She pointed at him, "Or Christopher I guess, Uh isn't Lee Know's just Lee Know? Or wait no. It's uh. Rhino! Yeah yeah." Chan laughed at her, "Changbin's... Lemme come back to that. Hyunjin's is Sam, Jisung's is Peter, Felix is Felix duh, Seungmin's is Sky and Jeongin is Bob. Changbin... Oh I know it oh my god!"

"Le-" He hinted

"Lewis!" She gasped, "Thanks Channie." The two looked at the comments together, "If Summer wasn't your English name what would it be?" The two made eye contact and just lost it. They were laughing so hard together, "Wait does Stay not know my birth name?" She said in tears, "I swear i've said it."

"You definitely have." He laughed.

"Guys my birth name is Liane." She laughed, "Liane and Haeun both mean Summer, that's how I got my stage name." She said to the camera, "That's so funny, that's the hardest i've laughed in so long oh my god." She wiped away her tears.

personA: I'm begging to hear Summer sing something from SKZ2020

"Should I?" She showed the comment to Chan.

"Go for it." He laughed, "I'll play one of the songs."

"Wait what am I going to sing?" She laughed.

"Uhhh do..." He paused as he scrolled, "Sing the bridge in Chronosaurus." He clicked on the song.

"The tunnel with no light part?" She asked. Chan nodded, "Okay If I sound terrible it's because I haven't warmed up. Probably." She laughed as Chan skipped to the part. She sang the part beautifully. She actually really loved that song, "Hey that was kinda good." She laughed.

"It's always good with you." Chan said.

"Oh stop it." She smiled.

personA: I'm begging for a SKZ2020 and and IN LIFE Summer version

personB: part 8627828292 of me asking Chan to release the Red Lights ot8 version

"Chan."

"Yes."

"This one is for you." She pointed to it and he just laughed, "I like Felix's maurment when he sings in it. He sounds so Aussie." She smiled.

personC: Are you cheating on Jungsu?

She ignored the comment as if she didn't see it. They kept going, reading comments.

personD: Are you and Jisung a thing?

"I think it's time for bed for me." She smiled as she got up, "Good night Stay. And goodnight Channie, get some sleep soon okay?"

"I will." He smiled at her as she walked out.

"Love ya!"

"Love ya too!"

As soon as the door closed she could feel the tears coming. Of course as soon as she was happy with Jisung their whole world would come crashing down. She had a feeling this would end up getting out of hand. She went into her hotel room. She just needed to sleep, they had to leave the next day anyways for Seoul to get ready for Australia. But sleep never came to her, every time she tried to, she just couldn't sleep. The thought that she and Jisung would have to break up kept her awake. She just laid, staring at the ceiling as the time passed. She wanted to talk to someone, but felt bad for waking them up, so she let her thoughts take over her. After at least three hours of just laying she got up and went to the bathroom. She splashed some water on her face and looked at herself in the mirror. Without the makeup mostly covering it, her scar was very visible. She ran a hand over her cheek as the memories of Haru all came rushing back to her. She remembered how she could have died, multiple times, she remembered how that scar was her sign of life. She was alive, she was alive and happy. Happy with Jisung. She knew that if it came down to it, she was willing to fight for him, like he did so long for her.

A/N: Sorry for the shorter chapter yall also i'm pretty sure i'm going def from blasting skz in my car too loud