HE IS MINE

FEELING LOST

ELIORA'S POV

I woke up early morning. I look at Alex and Azriel.......but I just find Alex sleeping next to me, because Azriel leave for business trip last night.

I don't know why, but suddenly it's feels empty not having him around. It's become my habit of seeing him in morning, Because he always sleep here even when he had his room

I get up and put pillows around Alex and went to fresh up.

After sometime I'm ready to go for my work. I went to bed and pick Alex in my arms

"Wake up baby" I says slightly rocking him in my arms. He whined but hug me and sleep again

"Baby, wakey wakey" I take him to washroom and take a wet towel and wipe his face

He woke up and look at me with his big doe eyes. I smiled at him and change his clothes and diaper

"Mum" Alex whined and look around the room. He is missing him.

"Baby, Azriel is gone for work" I said to him

"Mum" he looks at me in confusion

"Are you missing him" I says and touch his nose with mine

"Mum" he says with sad pout

"He will come back" I says and kiss his cheeks

"Let's feed you" I says and we went downstairs in dinning room. Everyone was sitting there waiting for us.

"Good morning, Baby Alex" Azriel's sister in law says and take Alex in her arms

"Will you mind Eli, if I feed him today" she asked me

"No, you can feed him" I said and sit down

Adeline start to feed Alex, as we also start eating breakfast

After our breakfast, we sat in living room

"I should go for work now" I says

"Ok, come back early" Dad says

"And don't forget to eat lunch" mom says

"I think we should also leave" Azriel's dad says

"We take your so much time" he said

"No, you didn't, and we're glad that you stayed here" my dad says

"It's our pleasure" Azriel's dad says

"I would love it, if you all also comes to our home" Azriel's mom says

"Yeah, we will" my mom says

"And Eli, next time I would like to see you again in dress, like your engagement day" his mom says and look at me

"Ok, I will" I reply to her

"You really looks more beautiful in dress" Azriel's Brother says

''Thank you" I reply with short smile

"I'll miss you both" Azriel's sister in law says and hug me and Alex

We bid our farewell and leave for our work. I went to company, because these days I didn't get time to do my work

I enter in looby of my company as my manager welcome me and we go toward my cabin, as he tells me about my schedule

All the employees stand and said good morning to me and I nodded to them

"Ok, arrange all the meeting and tell me when it's time" I says and sit on my CEO chair and begins to read the files on my desk

I started to memories everything but there's a feeling like something is missing. I try to focus on work other than my feelings but I can't seem to concentrate

Why I'm feeling empty without....him I shouldn't feel like this. I shouldn't miss him.........but why I'm feeling like this

This never happens to me before...... Then why now.

Why I'm feeling this now. I don't...love him right?.

I don't like this feeling, I don't want to feel this. This feelings is dangerous and I don't want this

"Boss" my manager shout and I immediately comes out of my thoughts

"Y...yes, what happened" I asked him trying to hide my expressions

"I was calling you, I knocked on the door many times but you didn't answer so when I come in, I again calls you many times but you were lost in thoughts. Are you fine?" he said with worried face

"Y...yes, I'm fine, why did you call me" I asked him with expressionless face

"It's time for meeting, should we go" he said

"Yes, let's go" I says and stand up then walk out of my cabin and went towards the meeting room

I should focus on my work. I will not think about him now. I've many things to take care and most importantly My family and Alex.

I will not think about you Azriel. I shouldn't get affected by you.

You shouldn't affect me.

I can't fall for you.

I'm not good match for you.

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