My life on crack at 2 am

december 4, 2023

ew mondays i fucking hate school

ok so i finally remember enough of the weird dream I had thursday night - so it had something with some demon? and i was running away from it in a portside town, and there were these buildings? but then we were figthing this evil clown in a hedge maze, and there was my sister who looked like alice in wonderland (i dont even have a sister lmfao) and she ate the "eat me" cookie and got inflated

anyway last nigth i turned off the light at 10pm but then i got up later and it was 11:58 and idk if i was asleep or awake during that time period?? i've been losing sleep i wake up at 5:25 every day

bro its not fair in california my grade isn't allowed to start school until after 8am like i wish bro

im literally losing sleep i can only sleep decently friday and saturday nights

looking forward to winter break

nothing funny happened today

my bus was late ew

and this afternoon the bus parked literally so far away from the school when it usually parks so close

like idgaf if it parks far away but be consistent abt it i dont got the time to go see where all hte buses are

bro freeloader 2 keeps looking in my direction

and like what is with these girls and their strongass perfume

i'll be sitting next to Freeloader 2's friend in history and i'm literally swimming in chemicals

like it makes me want to throw up lowkey

bruh the science hallway is actually going to murder my lungs

it hurts my nostrils ot breathe in with my nose there but it hurts my throat to breathe with my mouth

like why does it smell so bad'

the study hall lessons are getting dumber and dumber

today it was something about culture like no

i don't give a fuck

i feel like this is like those disney ploys with being "more inclusive" like whoever's writing these lessons is probably either a counselor or white or both and likely on crack

like my family doesnt have a tradition so shut the fuck up

i feel like this lesson was aimed at white kids to be inclusive like bro

freelodaer 2 is so fucking annoying

in history she randomly said to her friend, "I love Draco Malfoy, he is so hot." like ok sure but not in class pls

she has a korean friend and she calls her friend "my favorite kimchi eater" like what the actual fuckity fuck

shes so loud talking when im trying to listen to the audio that my history teacher is forcing us to listen to like stfu no one gives a shit

anyway i wonder what hogwarts house freeloader 2 is in?

like she's too stupid for ravenclaw and slytherin, and she's not nice enough for hufflepuff, so gryffindor is all that's left