Connor Franta's Little Sister

Im Gay

Connor's POV
Its the seconds day of playlist but the first official day, I couldn't hold it in any longer it was draining the happiness from me, Jess could tell but every time she asked I tried to change the conversation, I didn't want her to change or delay the movie because of me. I didn't have anything scheduled only tonight where I do a panel. I tucked my legs up to my chest and weeped to myself knowing this secret is starting to kill me slowly from the inside, I heard a knock on my door I cleared my eyes and untucked myself I answered it to see Troye he saw what state i was in and questioned "Con what's wrong? you can tell me" he came in and I closed the door I sat on the bed next to Troye and 2 words came out of my mouth "I'm Gay..." I hung my head in shame but then I felt Troye rap his arms around me and pulled me into his chest giving me a comforting hug he said "I'm proud of you Con" I said "thanks Troye" we soon split apart I asked "should I tell my Frandom?" He said getting up and heading to the door "it's your life and your channel, I only came to your room to ask if you wanted to have dinner with me, Tyler, Caspar, Joe, Joey and some others" I said "I know its my life and my channel, also I may join you for dinner tonight" we both smiled and then he left. I started to set up my camera but I was interrupted with a Skype call I answered it to see Jess all dressed up like a superhero I said "woah you look like an actual hero" she laughed "I thought you'd like to see my character she's called Skylar Storm" I said "she's amazing but I wish to speak to Jess" she laughed a little and asked "what's up?" Everything became serious I said "Jess I wanted you to know before it got into the media and stirred up I'm going to contact mum & dad after we talk but I wanted you to know..." I took a deep breath in and said "Jess I'm Gay" she didn't say much I looked at the screen to see her smiling "I'm happy for you Con I really am" I said "thanks sis i've kept it locked up inside me for too long" she replied "Happiness is found when you stop comparing yourself to other people." She was right I was comparing myself to people and I wasn't happy with my body image I tried to change but I needed to make myself happy I said "thanks Jess you always know what to say"