Connor Franta's Little Sister

Lyrics

It was the next day and I had nothing planned since we had a day to ourselves since there was no show tonight we booked into a hotel we pretty much had a whole floor to our selves I got my key and headed to my room I was lucky enough to has it to myself I walked down the long hall and found my room 916 I swiped my card in the door and the green light appeared I walked in and saw a beautiful room, I saw a desk just in front of they bed I set my bag down and sprawled myself over the huge double bed. After about 5mins I got up and sat at the desk and pulled out my note pad that was full of lyrics I had made I flipped to a clean page and at the top I wrote "Amnesia" (A/N all credit to 5sos) I thought for a second then began to write I read it back
"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape 'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me
They're still living in my phone
I admit I'd like to see them
I'll admit I feel alone"
It was about a relationship that had been broken by someone loosing their memory I was about to continue when I heard a knock at the door I quickly put the note pad away and pulled out a book. I ran over to the door and it was Connor he said "hey how's the room?" I said "it's alright better than the bus I guess" he smirked and picked me up and threw me on to the bed I started to tackle him and we tried to stay serious but we couldn't we finally broke apart and he noticed the note pad that was hanging out if my bag he said "what's that?"i said "oh nothing just little notes" he started to look trough then I noticed he was at the last page the Amnesia lyrics he read it through then said "why didn't you tell me about this" I said "you didn't need to know" i took it off him and put it in my bag and headed out of my room and just tried to find somewhere to go. i headed to the nearest Starbucks i could find i pulled out my phone and messaged Jc "hey, im not in my room something happened between me and Con he wont leave me alone to have some time to myself and he also found something personal I'm at Starbucks if you want me just don't tell anyone please x -Jess" i heard Connor behind me he shouted "Jess stop please! Jessica Franta Stop Right There!" i had tears i shouted back "LEAVE ME ALONE!" but i could still hear his footsteps I reached the lobby and i pulled up my hood and walked out avoiding the fans. He stopped in his tracks and let me go, i made it through the fans unnoticed i felt a buzz in my pocket it was Jc he put "hey Jess i will be over soon Connor has just stormed into the room hes explaining what happened don't worry i will be there soon" i had tears falling then i had the lyrics of Amnesia suck in my head i wondered what it would be like if i encountered it just forget everything and everyone and start over but then i would forget about mine and Jc's relationship. Why did my brother want to know about the lyrics especially that page i finally got to Starbucks and ordered a Double Chocolate Frappe and i got it and sat down in the corner slowly drinking it, then i saw Jc he saw me and ordered his drink and sat next to me I burst into tears he put his arm around me and pulled me into him he said "shh it's alright" I said sobbing "it's not Jc and it will never will be my and my brother have never gotten along ever since he left home he's changed I know it's part of growing up but like brother wise he just sees me a a friend not like family" he said "don't worry I'm not going anywhere and Connor said something about a lyric book?" I knew I had to tell him I said "I write lyrics about my emotions and I guess Connor overreacted to one and all this happened" he looked through then he came to the same page Connor went off on one he said "Amnesia?" I nodded and he asked "can you sing it?" I said "maybe later not now" we finished our drinks and headed back. I was walking down the hallway with Jc and saw someone at my door it was Connor he had his head to his knees I got close and said "Connor?" He looked up and said "I'm sorry I didn't know please don't write about amnesia I feel likes it's going to happen" I said "hopefully it won't now can I get into my room please" he stood up and me and Jc said bye to each other and he took Connor to their room.