Standing Under Clouds/Jennifer Jareau/Criminal Minds fanfiction.

Chapter 38: Bad Feeling

A simple child, that lightly draws it breath, and feels its life in every limb, what should it know if death?

-Wordsworth
-JJ

That night had been fun. After a while I see a guy standing by the bar. I break away from Garcia and Emily and go talk to him.

"Jason. Fancy seeing you here." I say to the guy who is Jason. He turns around.

"Hey poptart." He says when he realizes its me and ruffles my hair.

"Hey!" I call jokingly as I pull away. I give him a hug and he hugs back. I guess he decides to make a move because after I pull from the hug he places a kiss to my lips. Its warm and heartfelt. In return I smile letting him know it was okay. It wasn't until that moment that I realized I had feelings for him. I always felt strongly towards him, but not like this. That first night when he came to my room and held be in his arms it felt warm... Right almost?

"I love you..." I he whispers. I am about to say back but them I remember how bad things were the last time I said 'I love you.' But at that moment it didn't matter anymore. To many feelings were already overwhelming my beaten down body. I could at least let the positive ones out.

"I love you too." I say. Whit that a big grin comes across his face.

"Jellybean." He says.

"I need to make one for you." I say lightly hitting his chest. He smile back.

"I guess you do." He says poking me.

"By the way you look beautiful." He says. I was wearing a dark purple mid thy length dress with no sleeves. I have my hair up in a loose bun. After a minute he looks at my scar. I don't think he's actually has ever noticed it before. Which I liked.

"I never noticed that before." He says pointing at it. I smile.

"Yeah I know." I sigh. He immediately gets a worried look in his eyes.

"Hey hey hey whats wrong?" Ge says lifting my chin. I look away.

"Nothing, its fine." I say looking back at him and smile.

"Hey its okay. You wanna talk about it?" He says.

"Yeah, but not right at the moment." I say.

"Wait who are you here with?" He says.

"Two of my friends."

"From work?"

"Yeah."

"Oh."

"You can meet them if you wanna." I suggest. His face lights up.

"Could I?"

"Sure come over here." I say leading him to them. I can tell he really truly wants to meet them, which makes me love him even more.

"Hey there you are." Emily says as I approach them.

"Guys this is Jason." I say gesturing to him.

"A 'real' FBI agent?" Garcia asks me.

"No sorry Pen. This guy is not for you to play a trick on." I say. I've told Jason about how we trick guys into telling us they're FBI (of they're not) and then playing a joke on them. The first person was a guy named Brad. Jason laughs remember whatI told him.

"So do two know each other?" Emily says gesturing to us both as we sit down.

"Uh yeah." He says looking at me like he is asking permission to say it.

"He lives in my apartment buildings." I say. He nods.

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We stay out until about midnight.

"Jason, you're drunk." I say as I try to snatch his keys from him. He quickly pulls his hand away.

"No I can drive." He argues. Being as sneaky as I am, I creep around his backside and quickly grab the keys.

"Nope. I'm driving you home." I say perkishly.

"No I can drive." He complains in a whiny voice. I just keep walking to my car and dragging him behind me.

"Too bad I'm driving." I say and turn around while stopping behind my car. He keeps arguing with me. I argue back with him. Its kind of a playful fight until I sense something. I feel like somebody's watching me. I quickly stop arguing.

"Jason get in the car." I say sternly as I look around me frantically. He quickly snaps out of his complaining and arguing tone. He's not too drunk to understand that I'm serious.

"What JJ why?" He says worriedly.

"Just get in." I say while hopping in the car. He jumps in soon after and I quickly speed off.

"JJ what heck?" He says looking at me and trying to get my attention. I don't bother to look at him and just keep driving. Keeping my eyes on the road. I know somebody was there, I know it. Somebody without good intentions.

They're no secrets better kept then the secrets everybody guesses.
-George Bernard Shaw

A/N: Hey you guys! Hope you're enjoying the story! Also I am gonna start putting quotes at the beginning and end. I'm also only gonna put JJ qoutes. The last few have been quotes that JJ has said. I'm also going in order.