Czar's POV
Nagsimula na akong mag strum at tinuon ang buong atensyon ko kay Taehyung. Alam niyo ba kung bakit halos wala kaming tulog buong gabi kagabi? Yun ay dahil tinuruan ako nina Areum at Jihyun tumugtog ng gitara. Sabi ko nga sa kanila na dapat sila na lang ang mag gigitara tapos kakanta na lang ako. Pero dahil umandar na naman ang pagiging bossy ni Areum ay napilitan akong matuto tumugtog.
"I'll be playing Madtown's Emptiness. I hope you'll like it."
Ang hirap kaya aralin ng isang gabi lang ang isang tugtog lalo na at mahirap pa ang kakantahin ko. Gusto ko man sumuko pero pa ulit-ulit lang pinaalala sa akin ng kambal kung para saan at kung para kanino ang inaaral ko. Ilang batok pa ang natanggap ko mula kay Ershen at Yieun para lang hindi ako makatulog. At siniguro din ni Yoonhae na hindi ako makakatulog dahil panay ang tili niya sa pinapanood niyang sayaw ni Taeyong, yung boyfriend niya.
Good luck na lang sa akin ngayon. Sana naman hindi umandar ang kamalasan ko at masira ang only chance ko para magkausap kami ni Taehyung.
"Teong bin nae binkan chaewojwo
neo eomneun nyojeumeun teong bin kkeopdegi
seoreowojyeo gwaenhi
bin mal hanmadie
neoneun nal beoryeotgo nameun geon binkan
nega chaewotdeon binkan~"
This emptiness, fill my void
Without you these days
I’m a void, it makes me so sad
Over meaningless words, you left me
I’m left with a hole that you used to fill
You left me without letting me explain fully. But its fine. I understand you somehow because I know that it really hurts.
"Geunyang kkeojiraneun bin mare
neoneun napatgetji mianhae
geurae naega babo gatasseo
museun halmari deo itgesseo~"
I told you to go away and it hurt you
I’m sorry, I’ve been an idiot
What more could I say
There are many times that I repeatedly told you to go away but you kept on staying. Never knowing how much it hurts for you.
"Neoreul gidarideon kapeen
Yeonindeullo bukjeok georineunde
Naman honja yeogiseo
Neoreul gidarimyeo seoisseo~"
People in love all over the cafe we used to come together
I stand here alone, waiting for you
I found myself several times going back to that Milk Tea House, where you kept on treating me like a princess, and cried after realizing you are never coming.
"Neoui utneun pyojeong
Neowa talmeun maltu
Nugul mannado neol chajanaegon hae
Kkumeseodo neoui binjarie apahamyeo
Dwicheogidaga jameseo kkaegon hae~"
The way you smile, the way you talk
Whoever I meet, I end up comparing to you
My heart breaks that you’re missing, even in my dreams
I toss and turn until I wake from my sleep
I love your sweet smile, your genuine laugh, your deep voice, your humor, and the way you talk. I miss them so much. And you won't believe me but I really kept on seeing you even in other peoples' faces.
You must not know that I cannot sleep well because I kept on having nightmares. And every single dream was about you.
"Teong bin nae binkan chaewojwo
Neo eoptneun yojeumeun
Teong bin kkeopdegi seoreowojyeo gwaenhi
Bin mal hanmadie neoneun nal beoryeotgo
Nameun geon binkan nega chaewotdeon binkan~"
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Bangtan Princess
FanfictionCzarina Jung or more commonly known as Czar is a transferee to the Bangtan University. She came from L.A. and is new to Seoul and its culture. Then she met this group of Seven Guys known as the Bangtan Princes, the most handsome guys in Bangtan Univ...
