A Painful Life

Joy

Do you seek joy?
Nevermind..we all seek joy.
Of course!
Joy is different from happiness.
Joy is all about love, chance, peace, unity.

I enjoy being with my very few friends.
Just being with the 4 of them, is already many joys ahead the path I pursue.
2 of them opened my eyes into reality and never left my side to seek the joy I truly wish, I consider them sisters.
While all of them together were like family to me!

That is true joy. Not happiness *nods*
If you would like me to name them, sorry but no. They're my family. And I LOVE THEM.

I find joy through my mind and pursue through actions. I create joy through loving.
I create joy by making great moments happen.
But I do not find joy through pain. I find tears for fears.

I barely smile. I barely look you in the eyes.
                 I barely open my mouth.
                   Its because I love you!

I seek joy through heart. Joy through events. Joy through friends. Joy through love.

And I forever Promise I will love them through in and out, be by their side, never leave them. That is joy