I want to change your mind...
When your trust was mine...
The memory of us..?
..Just..All lost...
You never showed you care...
You never stood beside me when scared...
You just drove me to undying rage!
Every second as I age!
Family?! Is that what it seems to you?!
I'm in anguish! I hate you...GET A CLUE!!!
I thought I was safe, in the family...
Yet, grew more, my anxiety...
You never stood for me...
It hurts when I just act casually..
Just let me down slowly...
You never showed me any sympathy...
YOU NEVER SIDED Rightly...
I CAN'T STAND SMILING SO WEAKLY!
YOU JUST ACTED SO BLIND!!!!
MY DIGNITY, NO LONGER I COULD FIND...
I GREW INTO MORE THAN SHIT!
I WANT TO BE HAPPY THE WAY I SEE FIT!
YOU SHATTERED MY ENTIRE BEING...
FOR A COLD WAR IS WHAT I AM SEEING..
An undying flame resides within ...
Undying rage caused by fake caring..
My anguish in life has evolved...
THIS PAIN I CAN NO LONGER RESOLVE!!
Blood flows within...
Yet the light goes dim~
Whole being begins to fade away...
I hope this has no delay.
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A Painful Life
PoetryPain, Joy, Love, Happiness, Chance, Fear, Regret and misfortune. What is wrong with me. I go through this almost everyday. Mostly pain and Fear. I'm scared of losing my friends, my only family! Why?.. Because people see me differently. Forgive me i...
