A Painful Life

My Downfall

The time I've spent
Was only bloodshed
Time was too sudden
Then I was left alone and forgotten..

I can see that look in your eyes.

Just one look can say it all
You wanted to see My Downfall
There you have it, I'm left alone
While this pain will lead me to my tomb.

I knew nobody will ever understand my life
Dark, cold, and Alone, I know I can't strive.
I no longer have anyone to lean on
I have myself, while they have someone.

I shown half of my pain, and nobody still realizes my pain, NOBODY I SAY!
I wanted to throw this mask, but I don't want to show them I was weak! But that makes me weaker...

My time is slowly counting
My sanity is slowly fading
My fear is quickly growing
My friends are quickly decreasing...I'm gonna be left alone, Right?

Some of my bestfriends began to shut me out for an unkown reason. All I can recall was them talking trash towards me..Those words I heard became frequent.
I hear them in school, in the bus.."Kill yourself"

I can't handle these problems all by myself!
Yet nobody can hear my screams! My cries
Whisper is the loudest thing in my world..whisper..

My family resents me
So does my friends
Now I have no one...soon shall be MY DOWNFALL.

Nobody cared about my pain, my screams, and my agony...

I tried to smile
I tried to laugh
But the wounds open up and start bleeding again!
Nobody cares, nobody cares, nobody cares.

You seen me suffer...
And I just saw you laugh with one another...
You seen me hide
But you sought and never called me out...
You seen me cry
But you wiped away fake tears...
NOW YOU SEEN MY DOWNFALL...
I can see your look that said it ALL

People look at me as if they wanted me dead
People look at me as if they wanted me gone.
People look at me as if they wanted me non-existent.
People don't care if they see me living this terrible life!

'WHO CARES?!' They all said

Then I thought to myself "MY DOWNFALL"