Mom talks behind my back.
She doesn't give me slack!
My soul has been cracked.
I lost my dreams along the track.
She steps up for my step-father
I cannot handle being fodder
Have I lost another?
Am I a goner? *cries*
Mom changed.
Mom lied
Mom faked.
I can tell, she see's me differently..
So thats her true identity.
Fake words filled with sincerity.
True appearance seen in reality.
My life is full of insanity..
I want to cry until my lungs dry out.
I want to scream until my words can no longer be heard.
Too bad mom shut me out
Who will be my family?
Who will be my company?
Shall I always be thy enemy?
I can't live reality...*screams*
Remember when I said I was rejected?
Remember when I said I will be alone?
Remember when I said They'll be gone?
No relation with step-dad...I hate him
Mom used to care for me...she changed..because of HIM.
Mom grew blind.
I can't withstand my life anymore! THE BURDEN IS TOO HEAVY!
I just wish someone..could see right through me..
Sometimes..I get the thought I'll always be alone.
Alone, a word which brings me agony..
LIES, LIES, LIES!
Treat me different..
I have no family..
My life is a disaster..PAINFUL, ALONE.
Hush now, you're already gone, your mom already bears a new son. Soon he shall be next.
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A Painful Life
PoetryPain, Joy, Love, Happiness, Chance, Fear, Regret and misfortune. What is wrong with me. I go through this almost everyday. Mostly pain and Fear. I'm scared of losing my friends, my only family! Why?.. Because people see me differently. Forgive me i...
