I just wished smile!
But now I wanna die
I sought forgiveness...
But not repentance..I fought my depression...
But it didn't stop my lacerations..
I thought it was finished...
But it was just more anguish...I want to sleep forever...
But pain is just stronger than ever...
Then I cut...beyond satisfaction...
Just to rid of bad emotions...I wanted to be accepted for who I am..
But I was torn down my them...
I hope an end is near...
I don't wanna feel any fear...I'm drowning in anguish..
Nothing should shall nourish...
I'm not worthy of anything!
For I just sought an ending...To rid of depression..
Is just one more sweet incision..
One beginning
One ending..Why am I worth the hate?
Is this fate?!
I'm just a reject..
With no intellect..The deeper I go..
Blood shall flow..
I sought silence...
I'm in no need for thy condolences..
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A Painful Life
PoetryPain, Joy, Love, Happiness, Chance, Fear, Regret and misfortune. What is wrong with me. I go through this almost everyday. Mostly pain and Fear. I'm scared of losing my friends, my only family! Why?.. Because people see me differently. Forgive me i...