A Painful Life

Inferno

SHIT WAS NEVER MY FAULT..
I JUST WISH EVERYTHING TO A HALT!!!!
MY LIFE..MY EVERYTHING..
LEAVING ME WITH NOTHING!!!!
NOT A SINGLE VOICE...
BREAKING THE STRONGEST OF POISE...
SILENCING THE MOST POSSIBLE NOISE..

I MISS THOSE TIMES I WAS CAPABLE...
NOW I GOT SO MUCH RESTED ON MY TABLE!!!
THE BEWILDERING, TEMPTING AGONY...
I MISS THOSE TIMES OF LOVE SO UNTRUE...
I NEVER BELIEVED THOSE SHIT WAS A FLUKE...
I'M CHOKING ON MY ON BLOOD.. I GOTTA PUKE!
I'm crying..crying over my tears..drowning in rebuke...

Amongst the tales within my time...
I'm below their prime...
To witness such a dreadful crime...
To sing this tune amidst downfall...
To sing a fading tune as I painfully crawl...
To die among the faked guffaws...
To be buried with so much gains and loss...

You frosted my heart...
Entertained as if it was art?!
Broken me from the damned beginning!
JUST AS I WAS ALREADY HEALING!!!!!
I stand crystal clear infront of all...
I speak with the top of my lungs to hear my call..
I've climbed high to stand tall...just to fall...

Who am I to speak my emotions...
If we're all caught in the notion...
Of our crazy, fucked-up obsessions..?
Ignoring the flawed..
Despite what you saw?!
The blood spilt white roses,
As the world darkens..with an inferno lit forest..

I sought and sought...
Fought and fought..
..for my voice...
Yet, unheard in the noise...
The screams of the mute...
Made my will to soot..
Provoking me to go...
To hell's neverending INFERNO..