A day was peaceful...No, it wasn't, thoughts was rambling about in my mind. I couldn't focus, can't think straight. Actions speak louder than words, I heard?
True indeed
I have no one, when in need.
I crawled on the dirt
Not knowing I existed in earth.
The problem was too heavy
This mask was getting to crappy.
They can see me, but don't care
It's dark, but I can feel you stare...
They want me gone..they want me dead
Sometimes I wanna cut off my head.
The Scream is getting louder.
Life is getting harder.
He burden is heavier..
Some say life is difficult...isn't it better to end life?
You won't feel any of these pain!
I have more darkness than light.
I'm more alone than my past self
I feel darker than my past self.
I feel more painful than before, it's killing me..
Everytime I smile it hurts.
Everytime I laugh I feel worthless.
Everytime I walk forward, I feel going back..
Everytime I'm happy, I feel alone...
A hit on the head for no reason speaks loud enough to bring a person to tears, enough to shatter my sanity..
No word was spoken, but an action was taken. It spoke louder...a loud scream..enough to cause death...neverending death..
These words may be worthless...nobody may hear me cry out...nobody will lift me up..they see me differently...a monster, a traitor, a puppet..
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A Painful Life
PoetryPain, Joy, Love, Happiness, Chance, Fear, Regret and misfortune. What is wrong with me. I go through this almost everyday. Mostly pain and Fear. I'm scared of losing my friends, my only family! Why?.. Because people see me differently. Forgive me i...
