A Painful Life

Yet.

Oh dear..my former love..
Why did we climb to fall so far..?
Wasn't I the one up above..?
Yet, you shattered my only twinkling star..

You left me senseless...
You left me breathless...
You left me for your others..so heartless..
You left me voiceless...

When did you become so insensitive?
You took away my purpose to live...
You were my life..my world..my everything..
AND YET YOU LEFT ME SHATTERING..

Where did I go wrong..?
Did I sing the wrong song...?
It was you I had had long for...
Yet, I lost...the horror..the horror...

Wasn't enough..?
Despite not being tough...
I didn't expect to fall..
Yet, I gave my all..

Why weren't you happy..?
I know my life is quite unhappy..
You could've hurt me sooner..
But why later..?

To make me suffer...?
The feeling of losing a lover..?
I truly loved you...
And you left too soon...

I had plans...
Have a dance..
Sing a song..
Correct the wrongs..

The world crumbled...
My tears trickled..
My heart shattered..
Our story ended..

In a barrage of bullets...
I was the simplest..
I love you until this very day...
Even though the past brings me such dismay..

The thunders still rumble behind...
Let the dark clouds subside...
Let light bore into a new...
For love is not for the few...

Yet..I'm still inlove with you..