You speak as if you know!
MY PROBLEMS JUST GROW!
I wanted a rest from life!
BUT NO, IT'S NOT JUST RIGHT!!!
I thought you'd stay...
My feelings you just played...
I tried being my best..
But I was only a pest...
I TRIED TO CARE
SHIT AIN'T FAIR
I TRIED TO LOVE...
Yet, I drowned..
I hoped for fate...
Now so desperate..
You chose opposite..
Me, you got rid...
I was judged with ignorance...
Treated with such insolence...
Nearing upon the brinks of death..
All of you suddenly left...
I WANTED TO RID OF MY PAIN...
YET, PAIN YOU MADE ME GAIN!!!
UGHHH, I DON'T NEED ANYTHING...
FUCKING NOTHING!!!
The people I love the most banished me
THE CLOSEST PEOPLE, TORN ME WITH ANXIETY!
I WANTED TO STOP THESE EMOTIONS!!!!
CHAIN ME IN A MENTAL INSTITUTION...
I'm a prison if my own self...
I speak yet, you pretend to be deaf..
I try to show you what lies in my mind..
Yet, you pretend to be more than blind..
I'm 12 feet down!
Slowly to drown...
In grave anguish...
Live with pople so selfish...
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A Painful Life
PoetryPain, Joy, Love, Happiness, Chance, Fear, Regret and misfortune. What is wrong with me. I go through this almost everyday. Mostly pain and Fear. I'm scared of losing my friends, my only family! Why?.. Because people see me differently. Forgive me i...
