My fears.
My pains
Hatred.
They keep me awake!
I never had a quiet slumber
Each of my thoughts rolled like thunder!
Causing me to see what lies under.
Nothing else but true terror!
I was abandoned
I was left behind
I am alone.
I am dying.
I'm being consumed.
Everytime I ask myself "Who would see me? Who would stay by my side?" I think that its a stupid question to ask. Impossible!
My slumber keeps me awake
Until my mind begins to break.
And such pain awaits.
I walk this path, astray.
Words..harsh words.
Such trust given, such trust gained. Wasted.
Such efforts give, all for naught.
My friendship with everyone, broke me, causing me to lose my ability to slumber.
You cannot sleep, you shall not dream, lad. For you shall not seek pain, but may the pain seek you.
Your fear of loss, no longer fear. Its done. You won't lose anyone anymore, they say. Its true, nobody was left to be lost. *cries*
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A Painful Life
PoetryPain, Joy, Love, Happiness, Chance, Fear, Regret and misfortune. What is wrong with me. I go through this almost everyday. Mostly pain and Fear. I'm scared of losing my friends, my only family! Why?.. Because people see me differently. Forgive me i...
