Darkness consumed me. Fear devoured me.
Pain drowned me. Depression confused me.
I'm scared.
Nobody cared.
Nobody dared.
They all just fled.
Nothing was left said...
Do I have friends?!
Do I have family?!
Do they care?!
No, No...Just darkness. Nobody, that's me. Not a noise. Not a hint of existence, that's me.
Only death will bring me light.
For I no longer have the might.
I always lose the fight.
Now, all I'm left with is to cry.
Maybe it's better if I just DIE
None of us will enjoy the cruel world.
To feel is to feel everything, including pain.
To see is to witness and suffer with the sight of it.
To act is to prevent from fear consuming you.
Yet, I failed, I ALWAYS FAIL! LOSS WAS NEVER AN OPTION AND SHIT JUST HAPPENS!
I know...I know...I'm the problem, I'm the monster, I'm the freak, I'm the psycho. I'm a toy.
Where do you wanna play?
The dark..
Why?
Death...
I can't handle life.
Death can make it easier, right?
A cut can end my life.
Suffocation can end my life.
One mistake is enough to take away my life.
And I'm that one mistake.
I'm afraid...I'm scared..of the darkness, of loss..of pain.
Don't leave me alone here...pull me back up. Please...
Who would dare to stand beside a freak like me?
Who would dare to stand beside a monster like me?
Who would dare to stand beside a psycho like me?
Who would dare to stand beside a toy like me?
Who would dare to stand beside a lonely boy like me?
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A Painful Life
PoetryPain, Joy, Love, Happiness, Chance, Fear, Regret and misfortune. What is wrong with me. I go through this almost everyday. Mostly pain and Fear. I'm scared of losing my friends, my only family! Why?.. Because people see me differently. Forgive me i...
