I wanted to make your proud...
But anger still was around...
I shown effort...
We seem so parted from forts..
I resist temptation to bring upon thy smile..
But in the end, you still made me cry..
Why'd you always have hatred for me, why?!
You dragging me closer to the way I die!
You belittle me..
You saw me as a monstrosity..
I thought you'd accept me...
My presence, it shattered thee.
Beyond repentance...
There is no such ambiance..
I don't give a fucking worry!
I DON'T WANT FORGIVE TO FUCKING SORRY!!!
YOU SHATTERED MY DREAMS!
DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT IT MEANS?!
I THOUGHT YOU WERE WORTHY!
BUT LIFE HAS BECOME SO LOWLY!
SADLY, I SOUGHT UPON DEATH
I HEARD SCREAMS, I'M NEVER DEAF..
FOR YOUR DAMN I FIND!
YOU'RE FUCKING BLIND!!!!!
YOU BELITTLED ME SO MUCH...
LOVE, PASSION? DOES NOT EXIST AS SUCH..
WE'RE CONNECTED? DO I NOW GIVE A FUCK?!
I WAS NEVER BORN WITH ANYONE'S LUCK!!
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A Painful Life
PoetryPain, Joy, Love, Happiness, Chance, Fear, Regret and misfortune. What is wrong with me. I go through this almost everyday. Mostly pain and Fear. I'm scared of losing my friends, my only family! Why?.. Because people see me differently. Forgive me i...
