Thy doubts has become a pain to me...You belittle me as if I hold no abilities..You look at me so lowly with such hatred...
The pain I have withdrawn...
Your hatred grew dusk 'til dawn..
This hatred has been painful...
I can't withstand this, be merciful...
The hatred spreaded like a plague...
Feeling this all-in-one makes my dreams more vague..
You all hate me...
I accept defeat..
You all hate for who I may be, but you never told me why...enjoy seeing me suffer? I guess you all do..It's normal...
I hold no power
In hatred I shall shower...
I wondered if any have shown pity..
But my life was always shitty!
The hatred within you, was used to kill me slowly...
If those tears are the ones you heard instead of selfish laughters...
To cry when alone
To cry when hurt..
To cry when hated...
Is all done everytime alone..
To feel this much hatred from everybody in such a flash
I felt myself turn to ash..
To cry before bed
Is just like wishing I was more than dead...
I know I'm a bad man..
A monster..
a toy...
The person to be hated on...
I feel like ghost as if I was present...
To just wish, in this world I was absent..
I get it now, you all hate me that much...
Heaven's light I shall never touch...
Out of all your hatred...I caught their stare..
You didn't give a damn if I was in despair...
Nobody did, a mask beyond the dark...
Hatred has left me with marks...
To have you shout at me, Hate on me..Speak behind me...Be merciless to me...I understand...I'm just that worth hating on...
What's with THIS HATRED..?
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A Painful Life
PoetryPain, Joy, Love, Happiness, Chance, Fear, Regret and misfortune. What is wrong with me. I go through this almost everyday. Mostly pain and Fear. I'm scared of losing my friends, my only family! Why?.. Because people see me differently. Forgive me i...
