Forbidden Desires

Chapter 6

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Lilac P.O.V

After I had that dream I couldn't go back to sleep, I was awake and that wasn't going to change, not to mention I only got two hours of sleep, and it is probably 11:00 P.M., I decide to head downstairs and get a glass of orange, yes, orange juice.

I walked downstairs silently and walk into the kitchen, I open the fridge and pull out the carton of orange juice and get a glass from the cabinets, I pour the juice into the cup slowly and then put the carton back. I pull a stool out from the counter and sit down while taking a sip of my juice.

How can I have a wet dream about my dad? Wasn't it dad who was looking at me in that 'whole new light'?

I'm even more shocked that I kind of liked it, I once again felt naughty and rebellious that I had basically f*cked my father in a dream, and as long as dad doesn't find out we are good, and plus fifty percent of that dream already happened.

I kissed my father already.

What if I find my mate soon, what if he finds out I'm basically having an affair with my father? Will they reject me, because I don't think I can handle a rejection like my father handle my mother's death, not after losing my mother like I did, it just seems unbearable to me.

When I kissed my father I felt weird, or maybe it was just because it was my first kiss, I've never been with a guy and I'll never be with one now, especially with what dad's wolf said about dad's feelings for me, and what he said about his feelings for me.

My father's feelings on starting to grow on him, and sooner or later...

Maybe I should just ignore him, no more kissing or anything with love bites and stuff. I can't let this get out of hand, I can't start a relationship with my father. I don't care how much him and his wolf try, I can't have an affair with my father.

I had finished my orange juice and I still wasn't tired, maybe I wouldn't be falling back asleep, and to tell you the truth I didn't want to fall asleep and have another..."Dream".

So I decided on taking a hot bubble bath at 11:00 P.M. at night, and plus I couldn't think of anything else to do, so this was my back up plan. I walked up the stairs silently and walked to the bathroom, I turned on the light and started the bath water.

I walked out the bathroom and I am met by my father's tall figure looking down at me with confusion in his eyes.

"Lilac, what are you doing up" He asked, I looked at him and smiled slightly, he just raised an eyebrow as he cross his arms over his chest, and flexing his muscles in the process.

"I had a dream that woke me up, I can't go back to sleep now, and I decided to take a bath" He looked even more confused by the end of my sentence, but you could tell he was amused by what I just said.

"Your taking a bath at 11:00 o'clock at night?" He asked slowly, I nodded as I started to walk to my room to get my clothes. I'm surprised it isn't as awkward as I thought it would be.

"Listen, Lilac, I'm sorry that I kissed you, I shouldn't have done that" He said while following me to my room, I looked back at him and shrugged as my answer.

"It wasn't like I stopped you, we're both guilty" I said, I opened the door to my room and walked in, dad just leaned on the door frame and watched me get my top and sweat pants, I turned around and looked at him.

"Look, dad, what ever this is can't happen it can't escalate to anything else" I said slowly, dad was silent as he looked at the ground his fist tightened slightly and then relaxed, he looked up at me slowly and for the first time, I was scared of what my dad was going to do or say.

He nodded stiffly, his eyes had darkened and I was afraid that his wolf would come out and try to pull some sort of stunt on me, hopefully he wouldn't and I could take a bath in peace without having an angry wolf breathing down my shoulder.

He walked closer to my slowly, he was looking into my eyes and I into his, I slowly took a step back and put my clothes down on the bed, when I backed away from him he growled, I was quick to stop walking.

"Are you sure you don't want this to escalate anymore?" He asked darkly, I nodded meekly as I watched him stop walking in front of me.

"So you don't want this to happen?" He asked, I looked at him as his arms circled around my waist and pulled me closer, I wiggled to get out of his grip, but he had a tight hold on me, he lowered his head to my neck and started to kiss and nibble on my collar.

I pushed his chest again, but he just tightened his hold even harder. I couldn't escape from his hold no matter how hard I tried, I finally just relaxed in his arms, accepting the fact that I wouldn't be escaping anytime soon.

He kissed up my neck to my lips, where he kissed my lips harshly, almost desperately, I couldn't help but to kiss back with the same force he did. His hands moved to my hips where he massaged them lightly, but nothing was light about this kiss.

I soon came to reality and pushed him away with all my strength, he growled ferociously as he stepped back, if it was even possible, his eyes darkened another shade of black as he stepped closer to me, and in a quick second he hand me pinned against the wall.

"Daddy, what are you doing?" I asked frantically, he smirked as he looked at me struggling in his grip, he leaned down again and kissed up my neck, nibbling and kissing like last time. I couldn't help but let out a moan into the silent air, he chuckled as he kissed to my earlobe.

"Why are you denying me, Lilac?" He whispered into my ear, his minty breath against my skin made shivers go down my spine. Dad pulled back and looked into my eyes, but it wasn't dad, it was his wolf for sure, my wolf whimpered in my head at his intense stare.

"Why are you pushing me away?" He asked again, I breathed in hard and blew out a breath, I put my hands on his chest and kept them there.

"This is wrong, and what ever this is can't happen" I said quickly, his grip tightened on my arms as he stared at me intensely, my chest heaved against his in panic at what was happening.

"Give me a chance, Lilac" He said deeply, my breathing quickened even more at his voice, I tried to escape again but I knew I wouldn't get out, I was trapped in a corner, physically and mentally. And the only way out of both was to say yes to my dad, say yes to this whole situation, even though this was all so wrong.

"I... I can't daddy" I say desperately, he smirks at my helplessness before lifting my chin gently, he smiled down at me before leaning down to kiss my neck again, what was up with him and my neck?

I was frozen to the spot, I was shocked, he wouldn't give up, that much was clear to me now, he kissed up my neck to my lips where he pulled back from my lips, his breath was cool against my lips as we stared into each others eyes.

"You can give me a chance, Lilac" He said huskily, and with that his lips landed on mine for another heated kiss.

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