Stray Kids Imagines (ON HOLD)

erstwhile ; han jisung

I'm too in love with BTS songs (who doesn't) and i thought maybe incorporating the mv with this imagine will be perfect ^.^ and, if you live in America, pretend that you live somewhere else (i.e., Korea)

p.s. if there are ph readers out there, i recommend the song Kung 'Di Rin Lang Ikaw by December Avenue ft. Moira dela Torre :)

also, this is low-key inspired by My Ex and Why's :P

song on top: Thru These Tears by LANY 💕

p.s., as love does readers have to wait, sadly, since school is starting soon and i won't update much, i will still try to, tho, :'(

third person

genre: spring day au, angst, ft. Yang Jeongin

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During Jisung's elementary days, his friend's father had committed suicide over his wife cheating on him with another man. That time, he never understood the feeling of being in love, falling in and out of it. Back then, he thought that the father was simply weak and simple-minded, seeing that he could've just moved on, gotten over it and found a better woman. Then, there had been no need to take his own life over one-sided love.

Jisung had not understood the sheer pain of being in love and experiencing heartbreak, when you realize that “The One” did not love you back.

He had not understood the feeling of tearing your heart out, of the feeling of numbing your body and soul to prevent yourself from feeling anything because it hurt too much, the feeling of literally putting anesthesia in your veins and planting them in your emotions.

But that was before Jisung had fallen hard for someone. And it was before he found out that his one and only was in love with someone else.

And now, Jisung wished that he could go back to those moments and reverse time.

How he wished he had never met the beautiful, clumsy yet kind, and lovable young woman named (L/N) (Y/N).

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A cold winter breeze blew to the hill were Jisung was standing, and he suddenly wanted to take a small dip at the Han river below, despite shivering in his sweater and sweatpants.

He had once dreamt of lying down on the same hill with (Y/N), stargazing and looking up at the different constellations, and he would tell her cheesy stuff. He will dream of his future together with her, and they would be married under the sunlight and before the waves lapping at the shore.

Jisung would make her the happiest she had ever been, as they would watch their children come into the world and guide them to lead their own lives. They would live by the sidelines and grow old together, spending their remaining years on the face of the planet.

But those were just silent, childish dreams.

For the moment (Y/N) had set eyes on Yang Jeongin, it had been all over for Jisung.

“I'm never gonna be the one for her, am I?”

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They had been best friends, (Y/N) and him, although Jisung wished that they were something more, something that crossed the boundaries set as being ‘best friends’. It was during one of those moments where they were on their afternoon shift at the local ice cream parlor when Jeongin had approached them for a mint chocolate chip ice cream. But even though they had just met, (Y/N) was already Jeongin's.