lost innocence

honeymoon and the surprise for shivaay

She was happy and confused too.how will she say that she is ready.she is ready to take one more step ahead.she has decided that in this honeymoon she will let shivaay know that she is ready to be a mother.
"all packing is done."shivaay huffed as he closed last bags chain.he noticed her in some deep thoughts.he just took her in a tight hug.kissing her collarbone.she moaned.
"shivaay,leave me na.cant you wait till we reach paris?"she moaned.
"no,i cant wait.you know na.you are so irresistable,that i cant control myself."he said while leaning on her neck.they stood like that for hours finding solace in each other's arms.
"shivaay,can i ask you a question?"she asked still hugging him.
"do you need any permission?from when you become this much mannerful?"he said jokingly.only to receiving a smack from her.
"i am not worthy for you."she said making him shocked.
"and who the hell told you?"he asked while tightening  his grip on her waist.smashing her with him in a way that even air couldn't pass.
"you did alot for me and what i did.i declined your wishes,your desires for my own dreams."she said as tears rolled down through her cheeks.
He hissed as her tears trickled down to his chest.it hurts to see her like this.he knew that whatever he will say to her,it will not effect her as she is too deep in this matter.she needs time to be cared,to be loved.

"shivaay,what was the need to smooch me infront of rudy?it was hell embarassing."she scolded him as they boarded on their private jet.
"yeah,so what should i do?i will wait for his overdramatic goodbye and then we get late for paris."he replied sarcastically.
"nothing can do with you."she muttered but he grinned and hugged her tightly.making her growl again.
And the honeymoon was like this…….

At the last day of honeymoon.where they had enjoyed to the fullest of their honeymoon.shivaay was sitting in the balcony sadly,when annika hugged him from behind.
"you woke up."he said.
"with tiredness,all thanks to you."she note the mark.
"yeah,yeah.i know,you were enjoying too.don't you."he said sadly.she chuckled then noticed his face.
"hey,what happen ?you look sad.is everything alright?"she asked being worried.
"its nothing.i am feeling bad,you know.we are going back tomorrow.again,everything would be messed up there.our pregnancy lie is now biggest problem."he blurted out.she sighed knowing how far everything has messed up.she took his hand on hers and rubbed it as if assuring him.
"you know shivaay,whenever we go out ,we took a step ahead for our life.like our bali trip.did you remember?how badly you proposed me."at this sentence both chuckled.remembering their beautiful ups and down journey.
"shivaay trust me,when we will left for mumbai.you would be happiest man on the earth.that's my promise."she informed him in which he frowned.
"okay,let's see.but for now i need to go for a meeting.i thought why not attend this meeting if i am here."he said going to the washroom and she smirked.

"byye,may be i will be late but i promise before 8 p.m. i will be with you.have your lunch,take rest because its our last night in our honeymoon.you can be tired."he winked and left from there not before pecking her forehead.she blushed.

At night-
Shivaay reached at this place as his mad wife called him here.

He was mesmerised by decorations.he was confused that why the hell annika did these things .he was looking here and there,when she hugged him tightly from back.feeling her he sighed.
"decorations are good.but you know i am already married,my wife would kill you if you proposed me."he joked.a light smack came in contact with his shoulders.
They had their dinner silently.her silence making shivaay anxious to know the reason for this beautiful arrangements.after having dinner.they sat there.absorbing the beauty of the nature.
"shivaay,i am blessed to have you.i dont know.what good deeds i have done that god gifted you to me."she said.
He smiled and hugged her,pecking her pouty lips.
"yes."she said just one word knowing that he knew her very well.as soon as this word escaped from her mouth shivaay was dumbstruck.
"say again."he said for confirmation.
"yes,shivaay.yes,i  am ready with my all heart to take our relationship into the next level.to experience ansh and shivika.i am ready shivaay,i am ready."she shouted with excitement.she was amazed to see his face.he was happiest man on the earth.he grabbed her and kissed her hard.like there is no tomorrow.he twirled her around.he was shouting,dancing and singing.he is happiest and seeing him this much happy her happy tears came out.
"oh my god,annika.this is the best surprise i ever got but at the wrong time."he said last parTV with pout.
Knowing his meanings,she kissed her again and said,"i stopped to take pills from the day ragini left from our life."
His expressions were worth watching.he smiled widely and took her in his arms for the upcoming passionate night.

he cant wait anymore.