Converting mourn into strength

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As Baekhyun wakes up , the white ceiling of hospital welcomes him. For few moments Baekhyun tries to understand him it was a nightmare only. But the next moment, the IV cannula attached on one hand and white bandages on another hand reminds him it really happened. Baekhyun feels tears flooding over his eyes.

He was so small when he lost his mother, after that his father has grown him up with unlimited love and affection . Although his father was busy,he never made Baekhyun to feel a bit affectionless....

"Dad...." Baekhyun sobs....

Baekhyun tries to sit down ,but the pain in his abdomen makes him groan. Why it's feeling so light?... The baby?....

Ignoring the pain Baekhyun checks his tummy with bandaged hand...

No,the baby isn't there!...

Baekhyun discovers stitched wound in his tummy!... Is the baby gone like his father?....

Inspite of pain Baekhyun sits down. He was too shocked that he suddenly did that vein cutting in subconscious mind. But why he was so selfish?... How could he do that?.... The baby is gone like his mom and dad?....

Baekhyun screams in agony. It would be he to be dead,not the baby. The baby which always moved inside his tummy to remind him the symphony and existence of life,he killed it with his hand.

Hearing the scream the nurse comes to clam him down. But Baekhyun is out of control. He tears the cannula attached with his hand, while trying to tear the bandage of another hand.

"Baekhyun....!,"Chanyeol enters hurriedly with Kyungsoo behind.

Kyungsoo stops Chanyeol before Chanyeol was about to hug Baekhyun. This would just make situation harder.

Kyungsoo holds Baekhyun's hands tightly . But Baekhyun tries to push Kyungsoo back.

"Leave me alone. All of you. It should be me to be dead ,not my baby.... I was selfish. I don't deserve this life," Baekhyun sobs while trying to release him from Kyungsoo's grip.

" You don't want to be selfish to the baby? Then, please come round soon. The baby needs you. He is in incubator of neonatal intensive care unit. He is so immature to live outside without support," Kyungsoo's speech makes Baekhyun to be clam down. Kyungsoo hugs Baekhyun and pats on back to clam him down.

" Come round soon, Baekhyun....I know it hurts. But remember your father raised you after losing your mother. He turned his mourn into strength for you only. You have to do this time for the little baby boy. Show him the care and affection that your father gave you."

Baekhyun sobs with sound," I can't still believe these are happening with me, Kyungsoo. I can't bear anymore. I never felt like this empty before."

Baekhyun releases himself from Kyungsoo's hug . He is now trying to control himself.

"Okay, I will . Where's the baby?"

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Suddenly I felt that I was missing wattpad....

So,a mini update...

Keep me in Prayer guys . So much stressing schedule of study 😢...

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