The Nerds

33: All is Fair

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I Love You - Billie Eilish

Trigger Warning

Taehyung's isn't sleeping. Even with the darkness of the night creeping up in his room and his body blissfully laying down on the bed, he couldn't sleep, yet his eyes are closed while his breathing is very steady.

After tonight's events, he's far from sleepy.

He replays it over and over again, almost like a broken record. Finding the many reasons why he did it and how it was the right decision at that moment.

Taehyung wasn't going to go off as he did to Yoongi, but the more he thought about Orchids and his father, the more he panicked and.... Went a little overboard.

He knows he's playing with fire by doing this, but he's giving time for Jungkook to change his mind.

He was doing Yoongi a favor...... And also Jungkook.

Taehyung will be nothing good for them, he knows this, and he's going insane by what he knows he should do and what he wants.

And it's frustrating because Jungkook always gives him what he desires.

Every, single, time.

He has to give them a motivation onto why it's right leave him alone, even if it involves hurting others. Taehyung squeezes his eyes to block out Yoongi's faint eyes staring back at him.

Collateral damage, he was collateral damage.

Hopefully after this they will get more motivated.

Or actually be more motivated into killing him.

The thoughts continued to blur his mind, but just as quickly as they ran, it vanished. A warmness spread his chest as he tried fighting off a small smile when he felt the bed sinking behind him and then an arm wrap around his waist.

Of course he would come.

He always does, and those are the moments that makes it hard for Taehyung to be strong.

He loves this too much.

Taehyung finally breathes, feeling like it's the first time in these twenty-four hours that he's actually alive.

"I know you're not sleeping?" Jungkook's calm voice whispers to his ear. Taehyung bites back a smile when he feels a knife being pinned to his spine, "You shut down your security system, why?"

He's such a baby.

Taehyung rolls his eyes, slightly annoyed that his intentions weren't visible enough as his other hand reaches under the pillow discreetly and slowly, "Is it bad that I wanted you to come here?"

Jungkook's arm around his waist tightens, and the knife harshly scratches his skin, "You drugged Yoongi, paralyzing his body and shutting down his brain activities but sent him into instant REM mode minutes later, and then carved Hoseok's initials onto his skin, leaving him like a damn puppet hanged up on the ceiling," Jungkook growls, pressing the knife deeper against Taehyung's skin, making him wince lightly.

He's really mad....

Was this his limit?

"I told you I was coming after one of you every 24 hours," Taehyung sighs, grabbing the handle of his knife from under the pillow, "Be glad I didn't kill him."

Jungkook's arm around him tensed up and he leans against his ear, "But I will kill you for hurting my own."

Taehyung grabs his knife and swiftly takes it out and pins it against his own neck. Jungkook freezes instantly and stops breathing. Taehyung remained with a solid hard face, fighting back his tears to the thought of finally being free..... No more gangs, anger, blood, sadness. It'll be gone.