The Nerds

113: I Can't Lose You!

Song Recommendation (MUST LISTEN TO!!!!!): Nothing Like Us- Jungkook

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Taehyung slams Jungkook's body to the bed, blood staining his hands from the four bullet wounds digging in Jungkook's stomach and chest area. The boys bursts through the medical room, instantly surrounding their wounded leader, horrified eyes to the reality that this is actually happening to him.

Out of all people, it's their leader.

Someone they wouldn't expect this from.

"WHO THE FUCK DID THIS!" Hoseok yells as he presses on the would with a towel to stop the bleeding while Taehyung and Seokjin desperately grab the utensils and other equipments to remove the bullets, but it's all pointless.

But Taehyung's mind is fogged with denial.

All the he can think about is Jungkook living.

Jungkook needs to be alive.

Even though deep in his conscious he knows....... He knows Jungkook isn't going to make it.

"Liam," Yeosang shudders from beside Jungkook, his eyes filled with tears and raging anger as Jungkook whimpers to the pressure against his wounds, "He's clearly still mad we took out his fucking cockroach."

Jungkook hisses as Taehyung scissors through his enormous sweater and the blue haired man's stomach churns to the blood and big bullet wounds sight all over Jungkook's body. His chest is moving in a strained pattern, trying so hard to fight against the unconsciousness that's slowly stealing his soul.

He's not going to mak-

No! Yes he will!

He is going to s-survive and we a-are going to be h-happy.

Like we p-promised.

"Baby, stay with me okay?" Taehyung says rapidly with the appliances shaking in his hand, ready to dive in and remove the bullets but he's so close to falling into the blink of a mental break down upon seeing his limp lover on the bed.

He was never ready to see Jungkook like this.

His heart wasn't prepared for the darkness of this world to come reaching for his lover so soon.

His vision began to blur, especially to when Jungkook weakly moves his head to look at him, his eyes slowly losing its life.

No, Jungkook is not going to die!

The young leader tries to regain his focus as he looks at his blurred lover and slowly moves his eyes to the rest of the members, "T-There's no time."

"Yes there is!" Taehyung argues and grows more hysterical as Jungkook's face began to fade a lighter color, "Just hang in there-"

"I will die mid procedure and I won't get to enjoy these last moments with you," Jungkook croaks weakly, making Taehyung's slam his hand against the metal cart with utensils, closing his eyes as he feels gravity drag him down and his heart shattering to pieces. He knows he's right. Jungkook has no way of surviving through the procedure, even if they put anesthesia or any type of drug in his body, he will die from how deep the bullet is and how much blood he lost. Possibly the bullet did injure a very fragile organ in his body.

Taehyung doesn't want to give up hope.

He doesn't want.......

He doesn't want to think of Jungkook being gone..

H-His husband....

A hand on his suddenly catches his attention and he slowly cranes his teary eyes to Jungkook, who's staring at him with a weak smile, "I t-thought you d-don't cry so easily."