Dear future-self,
So I indeed sent him the first two poems. But I asked him to guess who sodium is. Yet I was just seen-zoned by the idiot.
I don't think he read it. Or if he did probably didn't get that it was for him. Was I being too vague?
Should I try again or do I give up now?
I don't think I could sum up the courage to send the whole confession. I'm not even sure if he'll read everything. He doesn't like reading you know. I kept that in my head.
Now my other option is to talk to him through a call. But I need to set a timing. Would he even pick up? What would I say first if he does?
For sure if he doesn't pick up, last chance na jud niya and di na ko. I will probably try again. But if di cya makig communicate di na sad ko.
I am not even trying to force him to share the same feelings. I just wanna talk about it so I can move on. Cause this has been burried for so long and sometimes it surfaces. So I really just need to cut it off completely.
I wish he could hear my thoughts...
Love,
-Krizia@23
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Inside Her Head S1
Non-FictionThe best way to keep a diary, is by making it public. Because secrets are best hidden on the most unexpected places... Or rather, pages. 😉 "You'll never hear my thoughts. You can only read them." -Krizia PS: Check out S2 if you enjoyed reading. 😊
