one shots || N.R

Panic

You were walking down the street keeping your head down and staying out of the way. You was never one for public things it makes you fell awkward and claustrophobic, you often suffer from panic attacks when your in those sort of situations. You hated leaving your apartment but you are now heading home from work, when you bump into someone. You turn around to find the most beautiful red headed woman and begin to panic like you do "omg I'm so so sorry are you okay?" Your breath was speeding up. "Hey it's okay. I'm okay. But I think I should be asking you that." She smiled a little concerned. "Yeah ... yeah I'm fine....... Once again I'm really sorry." You gasp and begin to walk away. "Hey!" The voice called. "You wanna grab some coffee?" She asked sweetly. You took a deep breath and nodded.
You both walk to the coffee shop and order your drinks you insisted that you paid because you bumped into her and she eventually gave in. You were both sat down. You didn't know what to do or say so you just sat there and looked around. "Are you sure your okay, you seem a little on edge" she asked concerned making you jump a little. "Yeah sorry I'm fine it's just public things aren't really my things." You sighed. "Well do you wanna get out of here?" she asked with a smirk. You nodded and both walked  out.

A few minutes went by and a car came to pick you two up. You were a very awkward person so the car ride was rather quiet. She didn't seem to mind though. "I'm Y/N by the way." You blurted out causing her to raise her eyebrows and your random outburst. "You can call me Natasha" she said softly with a smile. Somethings telling you she doesn't often act like this. When you arrived at wherever you were going, you get out of the car and gasp. Why were you at the stark tower? Your whole body freezes and you tense up. You feel a hand on your arm and you see Natasha with a concerned look on her face. You shake out head and nod shyly before walking in.
You didn't look at anyone, you just kept your head down, over the years you learned that was best. You didn't even know where you where so you looked up at Natasha and she smiled weakly. You smiled back and then you realised you were in an elevator.

When the elevator opened, you both stepped out to reveal a huge room which the top half was like a kitchen and the bottom half was like a lounge type of thing. You both walk into the room and then you realise your not alone. There's 5 men looking at you surprised and curious. You freeze. You can't take it. You hated it when people stared at you. Hated it. You can feel your heart beat quicken as well as your breathing. You look around for help when you see Natasha. She's looking at you. She looked scared. Your hyperventilating, your losing your balance. You try to turn around to walk away when you are plunged into darkness.

You feel your consciousness flooding back to you and you slowly open your eyes to be met by Natasha looking over you. You groan and sit up. You look around the room. Your still in the lounge, your on a couch. Natasha shoots up and comes to your side. She looks at you all panicky. "I'm okay." You say shyly. "It um happens a lot" she grabs your hand and you tense and the contact. "That's not normal Y/N" she whispered. "I didn't say it was" you grumble. "Do you need anything." She says changing the subject. "No I don't think thank you. Who... who were those men before?" You ask. "Those guys are idiots." She says jokingly. "Hey that's not nice. I'm Tony by the way" he said. You turn around to see all the men again looking at you concerned. You sighed and said "can you not look at me like that I'm now made of glass" you hiss making Natasha and Tony laugh. They all introduce themselves and you fell a little bit better knowing their names and stuff.

A few weeks have gone by, you are a little more open to the guys. You and Natasha have really hit things off and got to know each other more. You still had them moments where you would freak out about the littlest things and she would be there to comfort you. Somehow it's like she knew how to handle you. It was freaky. But you didn't mind. If anything you loved it and maybe her. You didn't want to say anything to her though because you didn't want to scare her off. Clint had mentioned to you that it takes sometime to get Natasha to trust and finally open up to you. Apparently to him you were special considering how you met.

You were sat with Natasha on her bed watching a film. Although you weren't watching it, you were watching her. She knew you was but she didn't mind, she found it cute. She looked at you. Woah. Your eyes met hers. Her green eyes were your favourite part about her. They were mesmerising, you could stare into those eyes all day. You saw her lean in slowly, you didn't do anything but continue to stare at her. She stopped millimetres away from your face and you finally closed the gap by pushing your lips to hers. It was a sweet kiss, didn't last long but it was cute. When you pulled away she pulled you back into a longer kiss, full of love. You could feel it. When she pulled away, you two were both gasping for air. She chuckled lightly and pulled you into a hug into her side. Then you felt the blush fill your cheeks and pulled her closer. You heard Clint say to Tony "they did it they finally kissed" making you giggle. "God I love you." Natasha sighed seconds later you felt her tense up making you smile. You looked up at her and saw fear on her face. You peck her lips again and say "that's weird because I love you too" before cuddling up again, she immediately relaxed. And you both fell asleep.

An
I had no idea how to end this at all. This is the worst one by far. 😬
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