Jiha pov:
I dont know where I was walking...I just kept walking till my legs gave up...
Why did I even hoped a bit....when I know he loves her....
Why I am a idiot to fall in love with a man...who already loves someone....
Can I complain not really, it's not he is cheating me...,The thing about Tae is he always made sure I remember that he love someone else....
But why why am I feeling so broken...may be I did truly love him....
Yes I love him that's the only answer....
Can I leave him...will he let me go...ah ah no wayyy....but I can't be near him...
The days go by....I will fall for him more....and at the end I will get more hurt....than I am feeling now....
Will I ever be able to leave him thou?
I was a crying mess....after walking for about 2 hours I finally sat in a park....looking at sky wondering how should I get over this....
That's when I see my phone ringing, it's tae...I just ingnore it...
As it kept ringing I checked after a while it has around 30 calls and few messages from tae
I didn't want to talk to him at least until I get a clarity....
Its already 9 pm but I didn't want to go home now....I just sit there looking at sky...shedding my tears while regretting everything....
I felt someone tapping on my shoulder as I look up....its namjoon oppa who is smiling sweetly at me....
He sits beside me and pulls me into a hug....thats the moment I let all my tears out....I was crying hard while holding him tight...
He kept rubbing on back to calm me down...after while I stopped crying...
He finally pulled back and wipped my tears away while caressing my cheek...
RM: Its hard right
Jiha: it's tearing me inside oppa
Rm: jiha I know the pain of oneside love than anyone else here...
Jiha: but oppa jin oppa loves you
Rm: is he accepting it...
I shook my head in no
Rm: so we are at same boat....it's just tae has someone else Jin doesn't....
Jiha: hmm but it's my fault oppa...i shouldn't have kept hopes....in the first place I shouldn't have feel for Him...
I again broken into tears...he pulls me closer as I rest my head on his chest while he was pat back of my head...
RM: no little one....love is not something we can stop it's just happens....but what sucks you know...,when only one person feels it...
I just nod
Rm: jiha one side love is like....when someone is hitting on your heart repeatedly....but you still try to smile and keep trying....because you ready to take that pain for that person...
I look at his eyes....I know how lucky Jin oppa is now....
Rm: no matter how much we try we just can't leave them....
Jiha: but oppa I don't think I can handle it till end....
RM: do you think leaving tae will make any thing better...
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Sugar daddy possesion!! { Kim taehyung }
Fanfiction" I love you tae" "THATS YOUR PROBLEM BABY GIRL" " means.. " "DON'T FORGET WHO YOU ARE" "the time we spent together doesn't mean anything to you" "YOU ARE JUST MY SEX TOY" " ahh is it then I think you have find someone else I am quitting " "HAHA BAB...
