Cousins (MiChaeng) ✔

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To Chaeyoung,
Hi, I know it sounds very odd as I never wished you properly. Chaeyoung I don't have guts to say these things on your face that's why I decided to express it in this way.

I saw Mina at her university for the very first time, dad send me there for someone business work but at that time when I saw her, her eyes squeezed, showing her gums, and looking absolutely gorgeous while laughing. I can't help myself but to get excited for knowing her and that's why I bribe the student council for showing me Mina's file. Her height, weight, birthday, her hobbies, and everything about her in need is mentioned. Her last name is Myoui, that means it could be possible that she belongs to one of the successful Myoui's and she did. I found myself thinking about her like crazy person so I asked my dad to start a business deal with them as they are successful, but I didn't told him that I like Mina.

That liking becomes loving her but never got to hear those words from her mouth. She is always with that Jun guy, and when she told me she is pregnant I can't help myself which ended up by me sending two men to China for shooting at his father's arm. And trust me I'm guilty for that.

Then Aiden arrived, it's like she dedicated her whole damn life to that little boy. I don't know what should I do, he is some else child living with us, I can't love him. And he is result of Mina's and Jun's sex. How can I?

I tried, I tried to make her love me in every different way possible, but always the fail stamp covered my heart. A month before she arrive here it feels like everything is getting on track. I compliment her, she will blush, it feels like she like it. And for the first time she replied to my kiss to. But... I made a mistake, mistake of just complimenting her body, mistake of just touching her. I failed again in expressing my love. I should have take her to dates, to places where she will feel free.

Few days back when I arrived at your place I remember you kissed in car, at back seat, Chaeyoung drivers have rare view mirror, but thinking that how can sisters kiss each other? And most importantly girls, mina is straight and that's why she had a boyfriend, not a girlfriend.

Second time I realized that there's something different about the thing going between you and Mina, and it became a little clearer when she chose you over me when we both had a fight. I was more hurt than you, and you know it. My back and my nose were incredibly paining but she just chose you. But when she called you sister I didn't believe it cause there IS something. I waited for her, and she did come to me but never asked about my pain or anything related, she tapped Aiden's back, checked him and slept without even looking at me.

I want to clear things which is going between you and Mina, that's why I followed both of you when you both went to park, I know Mina noticed someone's presence but she didn't said anything. When you asked for a kiss, but Mina intertwined your hand with her, the way you sang her a song, the way you were ready to throw hands on that particular person but stopped cause Mina grabbed your hands and at last she kissed you. I saw everything Chaeyoung, and to be honest it hurts like hell. How can you can't be jealous if your most favorite thing is not going to be yours?

Then I decided to learn how to love Mina instead of doing something wrong to you, and that's why I let you have the same room as Mina. But I wanted to spend some time with her alone, in airplane. But failed again. Her concentration was on you, she is indirectly trying her best to just have a glance of you.

I saw hickey on her, I was hundred percent sure that it was from you, but she said it so bluntly that it made me realize that I should let go of her. It's time for letting her go from me. I have to learn how to unwrap my love instead of learning how to love her.

Last night I got to know that we have to leave for Japan today, but when I saw both of you exiting Jungkook's wedding I know something that had happened before will going to repeat. Mina will be skin to skin from another person except me. That's why when last night I got to know about departing for Japan I didn't told her.

I'm writing this to let you know that I never treated Mina with wrong feelings, it was just that I wasn't able to express my love to her. And that's why last night I decided to let Mina file a divorce case against me. I won't grab her heart anymore. But Chaeyoung it will take some time, I wasn't able to clearly say that I like Mina and I want to marry her to my father so telling him that I want to separate from Mina will take guts.

And I know after separating she will return to Korea, and I promise I'll inform you by sending a letter as soon as she will depart from Japan.

She loves you, don't worry. And sorry for all the bad behavior.

From,
Your loves lover

Crumbling the papers and throwing it in frustration she can't help but to cry again. It is like a movie going in her head the moments with Mina started coming back. She want to go and hug that latter so badly, she want to kiss her so badly, she want to hear her voice so badly, but she is crying and begging for her so badly.

That's how their story is. They met, they fell in love, and they broke up.

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Note:- Book 2 information ahead.