"I am a guilty man, because I fell for the one who held my biggest desires"
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he began making his way down to my jeans. One by one he unhooked each button, pulling the trousers down to my knees.
"No underwear?" He raised his eyebrow at me, an ev...
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Cold.
I felt cold without her by me. Her warm body pressed against mine, head in my chest and her soft snores soothing me. i was currently lying in bed, thinking about her. Again.
It had been 4 days since we broke up, i still had the promise ring she threw back at me. I would sometimes place it underneath her pillow. I don't know, it just gave me comfort for some reason.
I royally fucked up, and now I'll never get her back.
The morning light was beginning to invade the bedroom, our bedroom. Fuck, what have I done? I haven't eaten, slept, seen anyone since. Nothing. Just wallowing in my own self pitty.
The door swung open.
"Fuck off" i groaned, burying my face into the pillow.
"No, you need to get up" Antonio ripped the covers from my body, the cold air hitting my body. I shot him a glare.
"fine. I'll smash your favourite bottle of whiskey" he held the bottle against the wall, disaronno.
"Do it, it won't bring her back" I yanked the sheets back over my head.
He sighed and i felt the bed dip slightly when he sat down.
"Mate, you need to get up. This isn't good"
"Do i look like i give a fuck" i grumbled.
"No but me and the guys do, so get your ass out of bed" he gave me a little shove.
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Today i actually felt ok. for the first time in a long time i felt good. So for the special occasion I decided to wear something that made me feel badass.
I wore a long sleeved, short black dress with a small slit showing a tiny bit of my thigh. For accessories, i wrapped a gold chain around my neck and wore my knee high boots. As usual my hair was tied into a ponytail with two strands brought down, resting on my face.
